Finding myself

As a teenager, maybe 15 years old…discovering myself I would lie in bed at night, the fantasy that came to me was to be captured by Amazonian warrior women. They would tie me by my hands to a crossbeam, strip me and slap and smack my face and all of over body. I would get an erection and they would stand around me, talking and pointing at my erect cock, before slapping it until I came…so hard, I would be spent. This is the first time I’ve shared this, at the time I thought it weird, wrong and perverse, still do to a degree. I’m finally finding my sexuality.