3 years ago. June 12, 2021 at 7:47 AM
and there is other in me…after years of sex in and out of relationships…that’s all it was, sex. Not bad, not good. I encountered a couple of women who, perhaps without realising it released something from inside me. I was having an affair with a married woman, she loved to be spanked, at first I was tentative, but the harder I smacked the more aroused she became and that really turned me on.
The other turning point is more ethereal, more unfulfilled. I met a woman who wanted me to attend an orgy with her as her pet, naked on a leash to be presented to the group. I didn’t go, but everyday since then I’ve thought about it, wondering what would have happened, what it would have felt like 🤔