I promised myself when I decided to start this blog that no matter who could possibly read it and use my words to hurt me that I would share my souls truth and be as transparent as I possibly can. So for Thanksgiving this is my truth.
I read so many beautiful post on here about subs and doms being thankful for eachother and as I read I cried. Cried because there were some beautiful stories and cried because I couldn't relate and cried because I fear I may never be able to. Now I know that life is not just about finding love in another but it's possibly more about learning to love myself and that is something I'm very slowly learning to do at this time in my life. Sofar I've come to love myself enough to change unhealthy repeated cycles and to change myself so that I feel I'm worth relationships that aren't toxic and will never again feel I'm only worth abusive relationships.
I spoke to a couple doms that spoke of love, taking care of and always protecting their subs. It brought tears to my eyes wondering how good it must feel to their subs to be cared for and protected. Also I realized their are men/doms out there that actually love the woman their with.
My point is although there's more to life than being in a romantic relationship I do have hope that maybe someday the universe will allow me to experience what others have and if not in this life maybe my next but you guys.... I have enough love in my heart to give away in this on, I really do.
Oh yes almost forgot. I'm so thankful for all of you that are showing and teaching me what healthy relationships are and what they look like. Also grateful for the people on here that are helping me to become the woman Ive always wanted to be. So grateful for all of you💋💞
