Yes, the doctors came up with medication for unmanageable masochism. Some time ago and somehow my masochistic gears ⚙️ got shifted pretty hard. The problems I had was playing too often and too hard in between sessions, constantly needing a “fix”, and the needs were becoming troublesome that it disrupted sleep patterns. Primal instincts made me feel almost un-human like. It began to consume me. Now I got bruises on knee. The need caused problem in possible future relations that affect my physical ability to be faithful. And I’ve been accused of capable of being a cheater. So I decided to tone it down to be more normal. My masochism got so bad that I actually ordered a scourge for self flagellate. And I do not like inflicting on myself, no more than getting my own tree switch for my grandmother to whip my ass with.
So the Dr gives me these pills to tone down my masochism. Problem with this medication is that it restricts or lessen my masochistic urges in a weird uncomfortable way. I can’t move forward, backward, left or right in my mind — I get stuck in a frozen state. I still get urges, but the pills makes it hard for me to act on it. It’s like my body is under forcible arrest. And I can not play anybody in that kind of condition. I ain’t liking this at all!!!!! I’m going to stop this medication TODAY!
Just beware if you get this prescribed to manage your masochism. It don’t feel good.
