why oh why did I let my son sell my piano?! Ugh.. also I wish I had kept my video of myself playing this naked. It was very sensual for me. Playing it badly, unfortunately but still a pleasure
I want to like my dads favorite poet but I don’t
I want to repeat an experience from yesterday but I can’t
I want to write a book and I haven’t
I want to dance with abandon and I might
I want to come back to my heart and I did!
I want to be present more and more and I am!
❤️❤️❤️
ps. Man did I turn on myself a bit ago. Phew! Relieved to have gotten help to love me again! Anyone relate? Girls? Maybe boys too (men:)
Heard this song in the movie royal tenenbaums and loved it
Breath in.. squeeze.. hold
and out every bit like yoga
legs crossed or lotus and lean forward to kiss
part lips
close eyes
tongues and lips
hold hands, lotus face each other, breathe out slowly through nose until gone then inhale hold
rock stretch
arms up inhale creaks out if you choose leave arms up to be tied to ceiling
and release
Lena forward into his lap and be petted stretch
give love to the aspect that overeats that distracts
own hands on belly love creates me in my perfection
come back to you
remember the yellow balloon and allow the mermaid angel facilitators to hold you at the bottom of the ocean
that is love
I have already found what I am looking for I just keep forgetting haha
i just need the presence, I want to give too, om the profound depth of being I watch the light play on the surface of the water
the fish swim straight through me om the presence
I can hear her voice “like liquid light..” I can feel my breath I have always enjoyed holding my breath..
I will stick with me, with my imperfections, with my ugliness, with my beauty - I am home
awesome song, just saw the video it’s great and hilarious but shouldn’t the girl at the end have freckles?
Yay yay yay for Judy Collins, this album, this song, and remembering (some) French to sing along!
Happy, naked, warm, clean. Sprawled on my bed, still wet, looking up at my self love frequency wall hanging- SEEING it (this touches me, love creates me in my perfection)❤️?
alone. lonely, but
OKAY
YES to:
not knowing the answers
being hard with me
embarassing myself
having two ex husbands
Bjork!
omg - my daughters “A-Z of what my mom says” sooooo great, so funny?❤️
asking for help
connecting with me!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️????
mess
ugliness
pain
confusion
compulsive behavior
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
Yes please! Chillin me out vibing❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dear god please let me connect with me today. Qnd THANKYOU for Istvan Sky!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️