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Sarah’s world

The words that fall out. Creative writing poetry stream of consciousness dreams. The good the bad and the ugly. Very important to me- I greatly appreciate any readers, greatly appreciate being seen felt and heard.
3 years ago. August 7, 2021 at 10:45 PM

Going into another world!

I’m not as good as I thought.

As lonely as an old man - Will you please sit with me?

I didn’t do it right and I might’ve been wrong this whole time

(That’s ok, it’s not about that)

I’m sorry

I love the union pervading all existence 

The trees are my friend 

The moment is perfect

though there is pain and fatigue

I am completely here with you now

(here is your doll honey)

I can see the pink bunny with the ears that move and I can hear the song it sings and my Dad with the black feet let me pick it out at the State Fair - pink or blue I could choose 

Just make it stop and let me change I don’t know why I’m fighting 

Thank love for the surrender that embraces my creation (from my head to my heart)

DO THEY LOVE ME is not the right question it’s do I love me will I choose love for me

Nothing has to change not the pain, nothing

Gentle gentle 

There is nothing wrong with you

I have gotten rid of my dog, my cat and my husband too

I’m afraid but I’ll fare forth and see what can be 

 

 

Jack in the box -
Only everything more. ⚘
3 years ago
sarahrah - YES, I hope so!! If I choose my heart then it will be. Still scary tho:) much change coming in the next few weeks: divorce finalized, moving
3 years ago
Jack in the box -
Been there girl - I know.
Bury the past as it should be, and see the light of tomorrow free
3 years ago

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