Hang me out now, out to dry in the summer air blowing me around
I can’t be with another, at least I know that now, solidly and from my gut. I’m open for connection though, my heart is open to the world. And of course my daddy and I still will have our heart to heart.
Things are strong and then they’re gone. It’s okay. I am not so bad as I thought. I’m not good either I just am. I feel. The winter might be long but we have the farm which will save us. Ah to hunker down in a warm cabin with a special someone and a veggie stew going on the stove.. and a fire!! To walk trails in a beautiful forest with a true friend chatting or silent. Possibility, the unknown. All I know is I no longer blow in the wind, I have my heart to come back to always. I forget that I don’t need a man to tell me I exist, I only need to turn inward and feel it. I am there and surprise! so is a very very beautiful world.
What a lovely shower. All I need is mint rosemary conditioner, my black yoga mat, and rain sounds.
Here is Everything I Need by Melissa Ferrick, I saw her live years ago in an intimate setting it was pretty cool