His mouth on my mouth rousing me and everything literally turns to black space nothingness around my be only Him and I are real. Instantly I take my clothes off if He would have me, I need Him. Rolls me on my tummy runs his hand petting my hair then down my back and over my butt I part my legs I cannot help it. Hmmmm He murmurs noting my wanton need for His touch presence voice command. If you want your legs open then let’s tie them open He says with derision. He yanks one foot roughly to the corner of my bed and I feel rough rope around my ankle and then Him fastening it tight. For me I feel panic at this and say so I’m scared Daddy. Leaving the one leg tied He comes by my face “it makes ME happy if you do this for ME little one.” He pets my hair I turn my head and see Him feel Him he kisses me barely and I die seeking more. I try to pull him to me He pins that arm behind my back. You are half mine now are you going to be good? It scares me daddy I don’t like it I panic, I whine. He lets me out but tells me to lay over his knee he’s sitting on chair. I feel ashamed and stupid. You are a disappointment Sarah, a failure, your panic is ridiculous and something must be done about it- he hits me hard! I am disappointed in you he says as he hits me until I start crying. The pain was shocking a terrible until it switched to very very good and I want him to say more things to me. I am again very willing and needing him so much. He shoves me onto the bed while he stands up moving the chair out of his way. You need to spend some time worshipping me Sarah. He’s standing he’s wearing jeans with a belt, tells me to put his belt on the bed laying it out and to take him out. Get on your knees and do it what are you waiting for. He sprinkles rice on the ground to kneel on that he gets from his pocket. I unbuckle his belt take it out feel it smell it I want to be beaten with it. Lay it on the bed and undo his jeans the zipper pull them down - jeez Sarah what a klutz do I have to do everything myself? He takes off his pants. Stare right there as I show you what will be fucking your throat. I feel silly again and he barks sit up straight, as I straighten I look away and he slaps my face hard “did I say you could look away from my cock?’” It stings I’m sorry I manage and he hits me again. As I recover it sinks me back down Can I please suck you daddy? I want to make you happy daddy I want to make you feel good daddy. Do it and you better do a good job he says. Since he’s made me feel a certain way I revere putting my mouth on him feeling around the head with my tongue snd licking down the sides putting my mouth on it and lowering down sucking feeling exploring..