last night I walked willingly into Dream World…
and today I was allowed to commune with a majestic thick legged white horse who was SO CALM and still - not like her..
and RIGHT NOW I don’t have time to hate me (!) and this realization helps me to quickly and fully RELEASE the stress with dancing movement and from my core a waterfall of bubbling up tears. I know that I’m trying SO HARD - in fact I can relax a bit! But I wish I could induce myself to throw up..
I SEE that it’s a blessing. Being pushed over the edge. Really this IS like throwing up. Emotionally. The same relief comes afterward
I will grow in this. With this challenge if I choose for love I will learn grow and become MORE
thanks again Aphrodite for this song that helps me so much now on repeat