Many moons, many thoughts

Big double wooden doors

Behind them darkness of old things

Hard blunt no softness 

Stand here

Undress 

Vulnerable 

Feelings of hiding 

Blind fold

Sense lost 

Others ignite 

Hearing chains

Feeling rope

Bound, helpless 

Skin tingling 

First strike

sweet sound

sweet pain

Another strike 

Now beginning to fly and fall 

Whack the rope holds me there

Tip toes curling 

Every kiss every strike every touch 

An explosion of fireworks bursting out 

The flight, feelings of breaking through a storm

The release from everything 

I hear only him

Serenity

center

consistent

protection 

My love.

His arms his reach his gaze

gentle

Kind

The undescribable power he holds 

The owner of my being

Driven but Devine. 

My Sir 

My teacher my guide

True real integrity like no other

Promise keeper

Giver of hope which is life 

My passion 

My safety 

Devotion 

Service 

My love 

To honor you always 

We are home 

💜🌷💜

Just for you, for anyone and everyone.

🥰🤗🥰

😘🙏🌷

Thank you Jack in the box for this interesting challenge on listing our favourite kink accessory.

These are more than my favourites they have become a part of my life now. They represent my joy, peace, comfort, collection and direction of my energises.

They keep me grounded and connected on my journey 🥰🥰🥰

... I can't keep it in much longer 🤗🤗

    I feel so much hope today 🥰

Dare I, dare I start to count!?.... well of course I will I believe in hope and dreams coming true.. always 🤗🤗🤗

After nearly 9 months apart from my Sir, since August last year after serious health issues for us both, also we are LD, In 2 weeks time we will be reunited once again🥰🥰🥰 

We were torn apart just days from when we were to celebrate our one year anniversary of my collaring our version of the ceremony of the roses😔 most heartbreaking 😥

It has been one of the hardest times for us that we can both recall from our lives, but soon all that will be a distant memory and I will be in my most favourite place, where the world falls quiet and there is only now, only that moment of complete peace, protection and a feeling of where I belong at home humble in his arms 🥰

Let the new days ahead of beautiful memory making begin... 🌞🌜✨🙏💋🤗🥰💜🩵💜

May you all so have opportunities to make little magical moments that are special to you. 

Many wishes of joy...Raven 🙏🌷😘🥰

...... A challenge to learn some of your crawl up your own arse and die of embarrassment moments 🤭

Well We are but only Human my fellow courageous people....🤷

What are some of your blooper moments in the throws of passion on in scene....

I'll go first...

Teenage passion....

Locked tightly together rolled over one to many times off the bed and knocked ourselves clean out on the night stand😱 was found by his dad!😂🙊🙉🙈

Raven is tasked to give her Sir a massage.

Picks up the oil bottle proceeds to massage all Sirs aching back and neck... little did I know I picked the tanning oil!!! My Sir is pale skinned needless to say he was certainly a brighter shade of orange in the morning but only from his neck down to his arse!😂 also my hands looked like I was  carrying some unknown ungodly disease. It's was highly visible for many days after. Even neon like!🤣🤣🧡🧡🧡

It's the little things 🙈🙉🙊😂

Nana what do you want to be when you grow up"?....

                       kind🤗

Me..isn't it odd that we can only see our outsides but nearly everything happens on the inside!?

Nana, What's the bravest things you've ever said"?

                        Help 🙏

Asking for help isn't giving up it's refusing to give up. Tears fall for a reason they are your strength not your weakness my little daffodil 💛

Nana you believe in me more than my insides do 😓

Life is difficult lil griffin but your insides will always know that you are loved by nana and all the stars 🌟 

I always knew and I always will  💛🙏💛🤗

My loved one, my dark one, don't hesitate, come home now dear Raven

I've embraced your vulnerability

And found strength in my own humanity

You once was cast out, alone and astray

But now I call you back

As you now love the parts of you

That were once deemed too wild

With wings spread wide, my heart ablaze

I welcome you home, with open ways

No more hiding, no more fear

Only love and acceptance here

Come home, my dear one, and rest

In the embrace of our darkness, we're blessed

Together we'll rise, in all our might

In the power of love, and the light of night.

I  await to humbly travel to your presence My gracious Sir ❤️🌹♥️

l am not okay today 🥺

So In the absence of okay what can I be 🤔

I will be gentle to myself and kind

I won't carry shame for feelings and memories

Be open and honest and find courage

In speaking out about days that are not okay

Ask the trees and flowers to guide my path, as even if I'm lost they know where I am

I can be a good friend today even if I do not have answers my heart will always be open to listen

I can be thankful and so grateful that I'm allowed not to be okay

And of course I am more than my not okays..... 

But today they are heavy far too much for me to carry

So I've come to lay them here quietly and gently just in a little corner while I watch beautiful rainbows forming in the darkness

May your day also be blessed with rainbow's

🙏🥰🌷🙏

Thank you Jack for this challenge. I had so many favourite pictures of beautiful memories but this is my most ultimate favourite.

My grandbaby, after a week in this realm 🥰

My thoughts exactly beautiful angel ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Morning affirmations, my most peaceful time🙏🥰🤗

 Dream catcher of desires  🙏🌷🥰

~ APK 🌷🙏🤍🥰