Thoughts From A New Me

Coming Home 

It's funny how in an instant, the smallest of things can change one's perspective. 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

May 23rd 2025 

Wreck Me Again 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

My Life On Ice 🧊 

As You know i broke my leg a few months back. 

That put everything on hold. 

Back to work almost a month and a half early. 

Doing it all without using pain meds, besides motrin and my trusty headache powder's. 

i have almost come full swing and back at it. 

But it seems my extra curricular activity's have come to a compleat STOP. 

My life is so vanilla right now, that i am slowly dieing inside. 

Missing the direction, guidance, discipline, and care of another. 

Missing the closeness and intimacy with another. 

My Life On Ice 🧊 

Thank You 

flitter'fly 

dawnrobin 🥰 

i've come to the conclusion. 

i am alot... 

To much for any One person. 

Why my bubbly personality and good heart is too much for One to grab hold of and never let go. 

i come on strong, and give my all from go. 

Why not. 

Isn't that what You all say You want. 

Someone whom is honest, truthful, transparent. 

And yet there is such a thing as being too honest, truthful, and transparent. 

Or better yet One really only wants their version of honesty in moderation. 

Truth, as long as it is their version of truth.

And transparency, Only if they themselves truly want Your truth in that transparency. 

Can't win for losing... 

Even in this Beautiful world of BDSM 

Where we pride O/ourselves on those exact things. 

Go figure, just another joke on me. 

AKA (Not All, Are This Shallow) 

Just The majority... 

Have a lovely day All... 😘 

Thank You 

flitter'fly...:):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰

Why...? 

Why is it, that no One wants a good woman...? 

Ohhh, for a play thing, yes. 

A short time, yes. 

A random fuck, or more, yes. 

To use, oh hell ya. 

But to keep. 

Never... 

I was watching a movie and in it someone said this. 

It is better to be loved 

Than to love. 

This hit me... 

For i am always the one who loves and gives so much of myself. 

i truly believe that it scares others off. 

And yet, never to be the one whom is loved unconditionally. 

Truly Daunting... 😔 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... 

dawnrobin  

Music 🎶 🎶 

This is one that has been on my mind for awhile now. 

Good News 

Smokestack Lightning 

Keep The Wolves Away 

I Lost It All 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

Today is a happy day... 😊 

Don't worry be happy... 

Dance Monkey 🐒 🙈 🙊 

The little guy, is my Glitter Bug 

And then you have my Uni (healing) Pillow Cube. 

He was a great help with my broken 💔 leg. 

Happy is me... 😊🤗🥰 

Walking and dancing, (very carefully). lol lol lol 

Working out is always a plus. 

Giggles 😁 

Get Funky... 

Dancing in the dark... 

Have A Blessed And Amazing Day... 💫 

Y/you Are A Star 🌟  

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

Day At The Doc's... 

So today the Doc says i can put full weight on my foot. 

i was so giddy, that i felt like i could break out in song and dance. 

But then i over did it with the very little i had to do. 

Came home, and passed out. 

Lol 

Apparently, i have to rebuild mussels. 

Extensive, hard-core physical therapy this coming month. 

So that i may return to work. 

Swelling and a lot of hurting for the next year. 

Doc tells me now, Dawn, do Not allow this to hold you down or stop you from doing everything you aim to do. 

With that stern look and kind manor. 

Knowing full well, he means business. 

i wonder if he's into bdsm 

He's so good at Doming, a natural. 

Hot too.  🤭 

Thank You Doc. 🫡 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

Shine Bright 🌞 ✨️ 💛 

Thank You 😊 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

The Understanding Of My Reality 

It's hard you know. 

Entering into a dynamic and not allowing your feelings to get involved. 

When in this day and age. 

It seems that most only want a dynamic that is based on mutual understanding, respect, and need of both Dominant and submissive. 

We become complacent in our need to have a purpose. 

Falling Into a one sided affection of another. 

It is not that we are not cared for or even loved, but only in the most affectionate of ways. 

Thoughtful yet not compleate. 

To take that step back, and realize that you are a willing participant in yealding to another. 

You are bound to have feelings that resemble an undieing love. 

Pay close attention and heed the words spoken to you. 

For if you so choose to be a willing participant and serve unto another that speaks to you truth from go. 

Do not fall into the delusion that you will be able to persuade another into taking you as more than what you are. 

A willing participant in a dynamic of compassion, care, sexual bliss, and service. 

To hold one another in the greatest of esteem, but to know that that dynamic will never be anything more than the close friendship it allows within the deepest of care. 

Again, i am in a constant place of learning and growth. 

To be apart of this life and hold so strong to a thought of wishes, full of prince charming in kink. 

Lol 

For the thought of finding another who wants IRL with one whom you live blissfully and happily forever and ever. 

Is infact like finding a needle in a haystack. 

It is unconventional and the likelihood of this happening is nill, to none.

Learning, growing, and understanding your place in order to have any such advancement in the life of kink is hard. 

Yet one must realize that prince charming is not real, you are not a fairytale nor does the ending resemble the happiest of endings. 

But if you allow, that magic can happen.

You can learn, grow, understand, and have meaning in another's life as they will have meaning in yours. 

And grow in this lifestyle you will. 

With an open mind, opened eyes, and an open heart. 

To care for, and be cared for, with a love and a devotion, that one most likely will never find within the vanilla world.

Until it is time to evolve and move on yet again. To care for another and learn a different way, a new way to have this lifestyle presented to you is with equal measure of enthusiasm and care. 

That is growth and understanding. 

For with each dynamic we enter into, we learn and grow.

We consciously take on new and amazing adventures and learn to live in a different way. 

A love that is more realistic and true to human nature. 

i am no expert, i have many flaws and hang-ups. 

i fall into the wrong way of thinking far more often than i would like. 

But when push comes to shove. 

i yet again. 

Evolve, grow, learn, and come to a new understanding of what real life looks like. 

i am honored with each and every dynamic i have had the privilege to enter. 

To share and learn, weather it be with only a friendship a discussion or in a dynamic itself. 

For the Dominants in my life are only but human.

Men who truly give honor and grace to their names. 

Ones who teach me, guide me, and help me on my way. 

And i hope that i myself have been as much of a gift and part of the growth and learning experience with them, and for them, as they have been with me. 

i Truly, From every fiber of my being, Thank You Very Special Men.

The Dominants who have chosen to grow with me. 

Who Choose me. 

And care for me as i have had the privilege to care for you. 

All of my love 💓 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

March 20th, 2025