Thoughts From A New Me

A loyal dog. 🐕 

Always there to sit by Your side. 

Comes when You call. 

Is there when Your sad. 

Kneels at Your feet. 

Ready to play at any given moment. 

Forgotten and alone. 

Put to the side. 

Cold, wet, hungry. 

Yet, is so very lonely. 

Even then, Your loyal dog, awaits for the slightest touch, kindness, and love of its Owner. 

We subs are most certainly like a loyal dog. 

Awaiting, certain that You will be there, do as You've said You would do, and give. 

We wait, and wait, and wait. 

Until, one day, we venture off, and find another who sees the loyal dog has worth, value, and kindness. 

Much to often we are forgotten and used. 

Treated more like a loyal dog, than the pussy cats that we are. 

Moral of the story. 

Pay close attention to Your loyal dog. 

For the gate may well be left opened. 

And You lose the loyalty once bestowed upon You. 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

March 19th 2025 

One More Day... 

i've been thinking 🤔
Why it is we hold so hard, onto people who show us that we are not as important to them as they are to us ? 

When The Ones You Love

Hurt You The Most 

People need to be surrounded by other people.
For it is human nature to live within packs of those we call loved ones.

Having had fallen and broken my leg.
Given this unwanted, yet necessary break.
Has left me alone, with only my thoughts for far too long.

And knowing i have at least another 2 months being left with not one soul in this world who truly cares and / or loves me. (For if they truly did care, they would SHOW it.) 

Knowing that if the worst should happen and death knocks at my door.
No one would know until the stench of rot finally meets them. 

i live for the day to find a Gental Man
To SHOW to me what it truly feels like to care and love for another. 

One who keeps me, wants me, and chooses me. 

Hell, i live for a day where a friendship brings forth a person of worth into my life again.
For this day and age, those friendships are just as rare. 

i know that i must have the self-love, self-worth, self value, and self-respect of myself. 

But one does indeed need others in their life who care enough to call and give time and precious attention to another.

i ask that you all please take some time and reach out to another.
For it only takes a few precious minutes of one's day to make another's day.

And that little bit of time, that it takes for you to reach out, could very well be the one thing that helps another get through (to hold on just one more day.) 

Thank You
flitter'fly... :):):)
dawnrobin 🥰

Also, a special thanks to the few who have reached out. 

Stay Blessed... 

Keeping Me Alive 

I'm Still Fine 

Rolling In The Deep 

I Wasn't Enough For You 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

The Real Truth About The Vibrator... 

?

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

The Vibrator... 

Well, FUCK meeeeeee!!! 

Ohhhh, i guess they did. ??

Question... 

i wonder ? 

Is this considered cheating? ? 

Hmmmmm 

Ohhh, and also. 

i'm imagining that more marriages lasted this way. 

When husbands didn't do the job right, the Dr. did. 

Roflmao. ???? 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

Thank you Dr.Dr. ? ? 

Now to find me a new Vibrator... ?

《 Uncensored 》

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

I'm Fine...  

Yep...  

I'm Fine... 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

2025 Can fuck the hell off 

I'm ready for 2026 

       Bottoms Up ?

2025 was supposed to Rock.

Not Hit Rock Bottom. 

It has been one shit storm after the other. 

First, a dynamic ends.

8 months of bliss turns to ashes without warning. 

None of it being from anyone doing something  wrong, mind you. 

Just life getting in the way. 

Then the snow storm. 

Ice everywhere and miss work. 

Pay check zilch. 

And now i have fallen down three steps. Bounced my left leg ? off the bottom step. 

Broke my Tibia 4 inches from the ankle. Plum in half. 

Broke the Fibula another 4 to 6 inches up my leg, plum in half. 

About 6 inches from the knee.  

i also have fractures.

Three of them, coming from the Tibia break to the Ankle on both sides into the Medial & Lateral Malleolus.

And a third one coming up from the Talus i think that is the name of that bone. 

i now have a metal rod, that they have went in over my knee and shoved it down all the way to my ankle, and it stops all the way up top, to right bellow my knee cap. 

i also have screws holding that into place. 

And with that rod into place holding my Tibia together, automatically puts the Fibula together. 

Doc had to also put a Screw in the lateral Malleolus and a pin in the medial Malleolus. 

To hold my ankle together. 

i had a job interview a second one, knowing full well i had the job in advance making 4 and a half more on the hour. 

And fell the day before my interview. 

So no job now.

And I can't even work at all, even at the job i already have. 

Because the Dr. Says I will be out of commission for several months if not more. 

So i'm out of work, all by myself, no body around, no family, and no help. 

Bills to pay, rent to pay, car payment, all that jazz. 

And I live pay check to pay check. 

But i, instead of looking on the down side. 

And let me tell you.

That is so hard for me to do. 

i worry ? a lot. 

Instead, I am looking at all i can do to make use of this nightmare i have found myself in. 

i am going to look into doing some classes that may help me to find a desk job. 

Or maybe I can find a desk job where they are willing to train me on the spot. 

Or maybe, an online job through Indeed. 

Idk yet. 

But, ima make something happen. 

Until then, i honestly don't know how it's all going to work out. 

But i'll be damned if i don't go down without a fight. 

Also, i live up two flights of steps. 

Fun times. ? 

And I'm doing it all like a champ. 

i have to.

i have no other choice. 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

January 29th, 2025 

I broke my leg. And I am still to this day, as of Monday, February 3rd, 2025 sitting in the hospital, not able to put weight on my foot. 

I still have a long ways to go with physical therapy.  

If it were not For Bad Luck. 

I'd have No Luck at all. 

02/03/2025 

 

And No, it Won't Hurt. ? 

Unless, you want it to... ?????? 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

Sunday February 5th 2025 

Great Song... 

E.Y.A.

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?