Thoughts From A New Me

I'm Fine...  

Yep...  

I'm Fine... 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

2025 Can fuck the hell off 

I'm ready for 2026 

       Bottoms Up ?

2025 was supposed to Rock.

Not Hit Rock Bottom. 

It has been one shit storm after the other. 

First, a dynamic ends.

8 months of bliss turns to ashes without warning. 

None of it being from anyone doing something  wrong, mind you. 

Just life getting in the way. 

Then the snow storm. 

Ice everywhere and miss work. 

Pay check zilch. 

And now i have fallen down three steps. Bounced my left leg ? off the bottom step. 

Broke my Tibia 4 inches from the ankle. Plum in half. 

Broke the Fibula another 4 to 6 inches up my leg, plum in half. 

About 6 inches from the knee.  

i also have fractures.

Three of them, coming from the Tibia break to the Ankle on both sides into the Medial & Lateral Malleolus.

And a third one coming up from the Talus i think that is the name of that bone. 

i now have a metal rod, that they have went in over my knee and shoved it down all the way to my ankle, and it stops all the way up top, to right bellow my knee cap. 

i also have screws holding that into place. 

And with that rod into place holding my Tibia together, automatically puts the Fibula together. 

Doc had to also put a Screw in the lateral Malleolus and a pin in the medial Malleolus. 

To hold my ankle together. 

i had a job interview a second one, knowing full well i had the job in advance making 4 and a half more on the hour. 

And fell the day before my interview. 

So no job now.

And I can't even work at all, even at the job i already have. 

Because the Dr. Says I will be out of commission for several months if not more. 

So i'm out of work, all by myself, no body around, no family, and no help. 

Bills to pay, rent to pay, car payment, all that jazz. 

And I live pay check to pay check. 

But i, instead of looking on the down side. 

And let me tell you.

That is so hard for me to do. 

i worry ? a lot. 

Instead, I am looking at all i can do to make use of this nightmare i have found myself in. 

i am going to look into doing some classes that may help me to find a desk job. 

Or maybe I can find a desk job where they are willing to train me on the spot. 

Or maybe, an online job through Indeed. 

Idk yet. 

But, ima make something happen. 

Until then, i honestly don't know how it's all going to work out. 

But i'll be damned if i don't go down without a fight. 

Also, i live up two flights of steps. 

Fun times. ? 

And I'm doing it all like a champ. 

i have to.

i have no other choice. 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

January 29th, 2025 

I broke my leg. And I am still to this day, as of Monday, February 3rd, 2025 sitting in the hospital, not able to put weight on my foot. 

I still have a long ways to go with physical therapy.  

If it were not For Bad Luck. 

I'd have No Luck at all. 

02/03/2025 

 

And No, it Won't Hurt. ? 

Unless, you want it to... ?????? 

https://blog.kinkly.com/electrify-your-orgasms-tens-units-for-beginners/#:~:text=Unit%20for%20BDSM-,%3F,-It%E2%80%99s%20simple%20to 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

Sunday February 5th 2025 

Great Song... 

E.Y.A.

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

Just me. 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

January 24th 2025 

Looks like some of you could use a little reminder. 

For all the inst-doms... 

https://thecage.co/blog/userblog.php?blog_id=133925&postid=91413

Ohhh, and for the girl gang in here. 

And all the childish shit that you keep spreading. 

Always trying to step on someone else, instead of bringing another up. 

Not being apart of what makes this world the more, we are looking for. 

Always putting down your fellow subs and trash talking all Doms. 

Go back to fet... 

We are about positive reinforcement. 

About lifting another up. 

About learning and growing into a better version of ourselves. 

About being the positive person in another's life. 

Not About trash talking and destroying what makes the cage. 

The cage. 

Grow up... 

Also, my apologies... 

I am just soooo fed up. 

With so many coming onto the cage and trying to destroy those around you. 

This is not...

What This "lifestyle" is all about. 

i do not want to sink to that level of elementary school childish crap. 

But seriously find and build yourself into someone who is worthy of A true, good and careing Dominant. 

And have a bit of class. 

Respect yourself. 

Respect others. 

Give unto yourself. 

Self Love, worthy of being loved. 

Self Value, worthy of being valued. 

Self Worth, so that One may see how worthy you truly are. 

And Self Respect, by being respectful of the ones around you.

Then can you be worthy of being respected. 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

January 22nd 2025 

Written and posted thanks to the... 

Princess Party People ? ? 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

January  21st  2025

Fuck it i give up. 

i give up.... 

fucking hell. 

Dawn Robin. 

Something I heard somewhere along the way, and have taken to heart. 

The Need of the submissive is greater than the Want of the Dominant

The Want of Dominant is greater than the Want of the Submissive 

The difference between knowing what this means and understanding what this means, is wear growth is achieved. 

Understanding does not mean that i will always be exceptional at this, it only means i will always consciously put forth the effort to achieve this daily. 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

January 13th 2025 

Knowing what something means and understanding what something means is the growth in which we find ourselves. 

I understand... 

That is where my value lies.... 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?