I have been wondering
of all the different things
I've learned
Trying to figure out
what I like
what I need
I know that I long to submit
For that is the natural order of things
It is after all
Nature's way
And yet
While talking with others
I have found
A desire
A need
To Dominate Others
But as I ponder
All of this beauty
I wonder
Is my need to submit to one
because
I have never truly
been made to submit
Because
I have been made
to fight men
My lack of trust
Reestablished
Then I come to wonder
As I am truly in my element
When I Dominate Others
For I have raised
six boys
So again I wander
Is my need so great
To Dominate
Or
Is it because
I miss My Boys
I am a natural
A Nurturer
And I long
To be treated As such
Or is it because
By Dominating Others
I can give to them
All that I myself
Look for
In A Dominant
Hmmm....