- Poly -
So Hear I Am Again
On The Cage
Wondering
Of How
What Is It About Me
That Draws To A House Of Love
I Am A Woman
Who Has Never Known Love
Has Never Had Love
I Am A Very Territorial
And Jealous Lady
A Woman
Who Has Never Known
Anything But Abuse
In One Way Or Another
Yet I Was Ready
To Join A Very
Poly Marriage
So Again
I Am Here
On The Cage
Again And Again
Finding Myself
Revisiting
The Thought
Of Being In A Poly Relationship
And In Doing So
I Have To Ask Myself Yet Again
Am I Willing
Am I Ready
Is This What I Really Want
Can I Do This
Will I Be Happy
With All These Questions
Rolling Through My Head
Am I Ready ???
I have held off, on posting this piece for a long while now.
2 years to be exact.
But I needed to do some serious soul searching into who I am, what I want, and what it is that I want in this lifestyle.
Soul Searching
Learning
Researching
Meeting Others Whom Live The LifeStyle
And Again
I Still Feel
This Un-Ending Pull
Twards
A House Of Love
But I Can Honestly Say
That It Scares Me
And At The Same Time
Intrigues Me
Calls Me
Like Nothing Ever Has Before
Still learning, growing, researching, and trying to find my place in this life.
What can I say.
If I don't ever try, I will never know, if this is right for me or not.
Also thinking back on my life.
Staying or asking someone to stay, has always ended in a mess. And with no one happy at all.
Maybe this is why.
Maybe it's because I allowed the modern vanilla life, to dictate how only monogamy is allowed.
When in our world I am finding on a daily basis that, I am not the norm, nor have I ever been.
That monogamy has never been in my entire life what sticks.
The Call Is There
Has Always Been There
Now To Jump In
And See
Where This New Adventure Takes Me
It's Time
Thank You For Yours
FlitterFly...:):):)