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I Am A Unicorn
I Am Uni
I Am Me

I Am But A Caterpillar
Born
And
Set Free

Thinking Myself
Dead
Untill I Am Born Again

I Am A Butterfly
I Have Wings
I Fly

I Am FlitterFly
I Am Flitter
I Am Me

As I Fly
I See
A Wicked World

I Slowly Die
And
Find Again
Me... :)

Reborn Again
Out Of The Ashes
I Rise

High High High
Into The Sky
And I See

I Am A Phenix
I Rise
I Live
I Am Set Free

I Am Me.. :)
I Am Me.. :)
3 weeks ago. August 25, 2024 at 6:16 PM

 

Feeling Secluded... 

 

The more i find myself, the lonelier i become. 

Lost in my movement of self-awareness. 

Lost in my vision of happiness within myself. 

i find myself alone. 

All i do is work, better myself, pay bills, and spend the little i have to myself, all alone. 

Caught in my own thoughts, alone in my own mind. 

Out in the vanilla world. 

Lost without others of my own kind. 

Yes, i have the cage. 

Yet, i am in a rural area, to go to a munch and meet up with others in our world is difficult. 

Yet, im in hopes of finding my way. 

If only i could find a weekend munch. 

In need of real, close-up attention, and people to communicate with. 

Needing the guidance and security that our community gives to me. 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

 

Sweetlydepraved​(masochist female){Owned} - I can’t really say anything about being in a group setting but have you considered connecting with a friend maybe over Zoom?
3 weeks ago
flitter'fly​(sub female) - I've been there done that.
It's a step, yes.
But even then, nothing tends to last.
Like a needle hidden in a haystack.
I need a group setting, friends in person amongst our kind.
A way to keep me grounded.
The cage helps.
i just do not have much time these days.
And I'm finding myself feeling lost.
Why i decided to write.
Something I've not done in a while .
Something I need to do more often.
They have some munches a couple hours away.
Nothing on the weekends, when I am off of work.
Just feeling alone right now.
And needing all I can to make certain I keep my head in the right place.
Thank You
I will think more that.


3 weeks ago
flitter'fly​(sub female) - More on that.
3 weeks ago
CapnRick​(dom male) - Such a rocky and lonesome path trough deep woods to be alone in the rurals of America. Access to kinksters, either in munches or dungeons or play parties, seems to be only available in cities. Maybe it is the anonymity of crowded places? So now you might fight your aloneness with your writing..just a thought. Sending hugs, girl!
3 weeks ago
flitter'fly​(sub female) - Thanks Mr. Rick. 😔
3 weeks ago
SirPoison - Only you can change it
3 weeks ago
flitter'fly​(sub female) - Yes very true.
3 weeks ago
lambsone - I find lately that I'm lonely for Christian BDSM peers. And that's practically an impossibility, even though I live in the city.
3 weeks ago
flitter'fly​(sub female) - Harder to find. Yes.....
I myself am a Christian
i don't follow such strict writings as You do though.
Man made books and all.
I follow what the Lord makes me feel and know in my heart to be right and good.
i just don't see sex, and kink, or even being gay to be a sin from God.
After all, he walked earth with us.
Every last trait we have he has.
And lust is one of them.
Man made the Bible to suit his needs. Not God's.
Just a thought.
3 weeks ago
Ingénue{VK} - Fetlife has Christian groups. Try there too
3 weeks ago
lambsone - I've already found them. But I need explore those more.
3 weeks ago

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