To Let Go... Or. Hold On...
Have You ever held on to someone so tight that You lose Yourself in the process.
Knowing that they have already shown You, told You, that they do not choose You any longer.
Only, you know that they are wishing you will never leave them.
Its hard to let go of something/someone who use to give to you their all.
One who is always sending You mixed signals.
Only giving to you just enough to keep you strung along.
Hard to let go of what use to be.
In knowing what was given was genuine, and happy.
Yet finding out that you were not enough in the end to make another choose you.
How does one forget what use to be and see what really is.
Knowing is not enough.
Seeing the behavior, the change, the pattern, is not enough.
Holding onto another person so tightly is damaging, not only to you, but to all involved.
Damaging to a friendship.
Damaging to one's soul.
Damaging of the love and care once shared.
When letting go, would just be so much easier.
But how does one, let go of broken promises and dreams.
Without losing thier sence of security, thier teacher, mentor, partner, lover, friend.
Without losing the best parts of themselves that they have ever felt, or had.
How does one let go, of someone who means so very much to them, without losing that someone all together.
Also, how does one let go of that special someone, knowing that they in turn, were happier with you, than they have been since they began pushing you away.
Easier said than done im afraid.
And yes, there are circumstances that go beyound our control, that also comes into play.
So letting go is not as simple as just being the bigger person, by thinking of the others happiness being put before Y/your own.
Life....
More often than not, really sucks.... 😔😞😞
Thank You
flitter'fly...
dawn robin...
April 23rd 2026
