Freedom within slavery... The journey to me.

What do you see?

What do you see from a distance, looking at me on bent knees? Do you you see a slave waiting to be claimed? Do see something so beautiful that you hunger for it?

What you don’t see is the intent behind such a position. For me on my journey, it is required within my surrender, that I kneel daily. Not for anyone but myself. To center myself. To meditate on the beauty within myself and my surrender. This is for me. After that I do kneel for the one my heart serves. But is it truly for Him? No it is for me as well. To take the time to stop everything, even though He has no clue, that in that moment nothing else matters. Right here and now I choose to kneel. I choose to honor all that He is to me. It is not entirely for Him, as he cannot see.

To get to that point in my journey has not been easy. To simply serve even when not asked. To simply be.

So when you see me, do really see me? The years of tears and abuse? The struggles within it all.

You want what I have? Do you? Can you truly comprehend the darkness within me that screams to be set free? Can you truly say you want that?

You want to learn to be what I am. You sure? It is going hurt like nothing you have ever endured before. Are you truly willing to give all that you are to another. Even if it means you die inside so they can live? Are you truly willing to lose everything you are to become everything they need. You say..YES..but are you sure?

You cant just submit and it will always be beautiful. Are you willing to face every demon including His? Believe me on paper it is so beautiful. Reality, it’s the hardest task you will under go.

Are you willing to take whatever He tells you and accept that it is for not just for the betterment of you, but for the sanity in Him.

Not as easy as it sounds.

To sit on your hands and not serve, not to DO anything but stand firm..as a part of you cannot catch a breath?

Do you truly see, I am merely a human. I am not perfect.

Do you see, that in the moment you see me kneeling, that the weight of the world got so much to carry it brought me to my knees..

I said all this to get to this one point.

When you see me kneeling I am at my weakest moment surrendering to myself, accepting I am human, I am surrendering to My God all my pain, in that moment and am surrendering all I have to my Master, to take all that he needs to feed his strength to overcome whatever

 demon he is facing.

So I ask you,

When you see me kneeling..

Do you infact see me, or the fantasy?

I challenge each and everyone of you to find who you are, and in that moment someone looks at you, they understand why they see beauty. Because they infact, truly see you

Keep love and respect in the lifestyle.

Embrace your journey its who YOU are. Your story to tell

slave Draconica

RIGHT NOW SHE IS KNEELING

This moves me beyond any words that could ever be said. The freely given choice of a human to surrender to you to give you their all. Their trust. Their doubts. Their fears. Their scars. Their damage. Their beauty. Their heart. Their devotion. Their will. Their passion.

This is WAY more than the kink.

The kink, the scene, the intimacy......that’s all a RESULT of their heart to you.

If trust is the foundation upon which we build our dynamics (and it should be) the only real way to express that trust is to use it. A trust not pushed, or utilized is no trust at all. We hope to expand our horizons, our growth, our connection. As such, when trust is provided it is received and used, then given back by that using. A power exchange.

Kneeling is a form of submission. An acquiescence to the submissive themselves that this is their place. What they want and choose. Before you, at your feet. It should be the extending of trust. If it is not if it is nothing more than a role-play it fails to hold the significance or importance of truly yielding one's heart to another (NOT shaming those who role-play, speaking of D/s or M/s dynamics). But this is only the beginning.....see, her kneeling there should move you to trust. Create a connection, motivate your unique bond.

As treasured as her posture is to you speaks to the value you place upon your commitment to your dominance and your dynamic. Do you trust her devotion to you or do you doubt it? Doubt your capabilities that she says is enough for her? How much effort, time, passion do you devote to becoming more, better, kinder, more understanding, more knowledgeable? She kneels to YOU. Gives you all of who she is. Can you afford to do any less? This is not a game. Not a “phase”. This is your life. Your passion. Your choice. Stand up!!!! Be all that you should be in her world. Push yourself. Stretch your own limits. While you may never kneel before her......give her the same devotion and give her your ALL. Nothing less.

Right now she is kneeling.....God.....she is so beautiful....

May you find the strength and focus today to be truly all you are....

Bryan Leek