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Hello, I'm a 58 year old submissive non-binary, yes submissive, I don't pretend to be so. I'm loyal, devoted and faithful! A year ago I found out the I was Xxy, born with a extra female chromosome, this explains a lot of my past and even more my present. My kinks are feminization, high heels, being seduced by a seductive Domme. I'm not really into the sadistic style , but I don't mind a little spanking, flogging or crop when needed. I'm one who needs direction, attention, the feeling that I'm needed, wanted. I'm looking to have my boundaries pushed and shaped into a Domme desires. Role play always is fun, the servant, the secretary, the maid, the slut, really what ever her/his desire! Getting into the role, finding that Devine sub space , the boundaries are limitless ! I'll add more as I go but this is just a small tidbit of this submissive's brain and how I function!
2 years ago. December 16, 2021 at 1:35 PM

I had blindfolded him and told him it was part of our session as he laid there on his back. I sat back down on the edge of my seat. A notepad in my lap as I tapped my pen against the paper. The notepad was empty and I just eyed him up and down. The corner of my lip rising for he knew not what I was going to do as he lay there naked before me.

“Miss Raven?”

I walked over to my desk and grabbed my wooden ruler and slapped his thigh to cause a sting, “No! You shall only address me as Miss…” The sting shook something in you. It was shocking because he wasn’t expecting it, but it was so amazing at the same time. How is this type of therapy supposed to help you?

I dropped my notepad and pen on the sofa and hiked my skirt up. Wearing nothing underneath. I straddled his face. I told him to use his tongue on me. Show me how much he wanted to get well. He grabbed at my ass pulling me into him and I held on to his cock and balls. Stroking it. He had me nice and wet then I rose up and moved away.

I had him stand before me and sat there with my legs crossed on the small sofa. He was unaware of his surroundings. “Miss? May I remove my blindfold?” I chuckled, “No you may not. You can get down on your knees and worship me for allowing me to let you taste a bit of my sweet nectar”

His hands searched the floor until he found the heel of my shoe and he moved over to it. Kissing my foot. Thanking me. How did his therapy session turn into a worshipping session? Why is this such a turn-on? Who is this woman?

I leaned forward to remove your blindfold and you lifted your head to look at me and I smile as I look at your still glistening face. I smile as I begin to tap on an empty notepad, “I say you come back next week for our next session… more exploration of your body. Sound good to you?”

I didn’t give you time to answer and snapped my fingers for you to hurry and get dressed again for me. I opened my office door and told the secretary to schedule you for a two-hour session next week. I then looked at you with narrowed eyes and a wicked grin. I closed the door before you could respond.

“Two hours?” You kept saying to yourself. The secretary looked at you and smiled. She seemed to know what was going on but said nothing about it, “How does next Wed work for you?” You looked back at the door then to the secretary, “I… I…”

She chuckled, “Great… I have you all set for next Wed. Please don’t be late.” She then answered the phone that began ringing and you looked down at the business card that had the appointment scheduled.

As you were leaving you were thinking “What did I just get myself into?”
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2 years ago. December 14, 2021 at 3:53 PM

2 years ago. December 14, 2021 at 3:46 PM

Through winter frost and deep December gloom

It struggles through to brighten dismal days.

The winter rose is not a feeble bloom

But bears the scars of Mother Nature’s ways.

 

A yellow bud that in the spring is lost

Amongst the multitude of showy heads

Shines brighter though its petals tell the cost

Of shedding light on winter’s withered beds.

 

How many bundled folk will pass this way

So buried deep within their muddled lives

They never see the beauty on display?

A single rose, its head held high, survives.

 

Go dance amid the easy summer crowd

Or stand alone, a rose in winter, proud.

2 years ago. December 13, 2021 at 4:32 PM

The battle can be so real, who am I? Past few days have been rough wanting more, as I look into the mirror as a man,  she is what I see. I feel she is inside screaming to be set free yet I know I cannot, my life can't allow it... that's why I'm here it's my only safe place where edward can become edie...

2 years ago. December 12, 2021 at 2:17 PM

Wishing everyone a very blessed and delicious Sunday, Sending love & a abundance of light to all my Magical Beings, just know to Breathe, embrace your true self and practice self love  ❤️

edward/edie 

2 years ago. December 11, 2021 at 2:28 PM

I sit here on this brisk cold morning in December on my patio looking out at the water, all the trees have lost their leaves, with all but the limbs to see, it sends me back to my spiritual self, not seeing there bare ness but the beauty of their nakedness, their branches connected to their limbs, the strength of their trunks that are rooted into the soil, if only we would embrace our bodies and minds in the same way and see that we need to nourish our roots and accept ourselves as the beautiful beings we are in the bare nakedness of our bodies, souls and minds... how beautiful this world could be.. as my mind drifted back and I looked at the tree once more, what would appear but that black Raven looking over me !

2 years ago. December 11, 2021 at 5:13 AM

On the 1st day of Christmas, my Miss gave to me... 
A Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 2nd day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 3rd day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 4th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 5th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
FIVE RAVENS Watching, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 6th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
6 Tubes of KY, FIVE Ravens Watching ,.4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 7th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE Ravens Watching , 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 8th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE Ravens Watching , 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 9th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE Ravens Watching , 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 10th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
10 Lords a Whipping, 9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE Ravens Watching , 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees 

On the 11th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
11 Pairs of Stockings, 10 Lords a Whipping, 9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE Ravens Watching , 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 

On the 12th day of Christmas, my MIss gave to me... 
12 Strapon Orgasms a Screaming, 11 Pairs of Stockings, 10 Lords a Whipping, 9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE Ravens Watching , 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. 


Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!

2 years ago. December 10, 2021 at 4:01 PM

in the silence of darkness: 

In the silence I hear your voice

In the darkness I see your face
In the silence of darkness I hear your heartbeat and hear your voice
I see the reflection of what my mind wants to see
I hear the last words on repeat in dead silence and see the scene in complete darkness
I close my eyes and see you
I open them to see the truth
In the dark I feel you but in light I lose you
In the simplicity of the concept you only exist in a dream when I live in reality because only in silence do I hear you cry and only in darkness I see your face
Only in the dream state of mind do I feel the chemical formula of us

ONCe+UPON+a+tIme=yOU……

Only in the silence of darkness can the equation be balanced to equal the simplistic idea that we were meant to be... 

 

note: oh how this poem resonates my true innermost thoughts, my battle of identity and now my thoughts of her my dearest "Miss". For me that battle of Him/her is a everyday reality, with only my therapist and my Miss so do I speak, with Miss I can be me without judgement and for me silence is darkness and the mind runs rampant! 🖤

 

2 years ago. December 1, 2021 at 4:42 PM

i kneel before Your throne in total submission and surrender. i acknowledge Your absolute supremacy as a Woman and Your right to own and use this male sub for Your comfort, amusement and pleasure. You have placed me in service as your plaything, toy, pet and Your property, Your prisoner and Your slave. You may lock me in chastity and will be the sole key holder of my manhood.
You control my body, You dominate my mind, You rule my soul. Resistance to Your will is futile. Escape from Your absolute power is impossible. The ever-present threat of Your whip keeps me in a permanent state of fear and awe of You.
Therefore, Supreme MissRaven, i bow to the inevitability of my total slavery to You. (lies flat, face down, arms and legs spread wide) Now, as a lie totally prostrate before Your Majesty, i pledge to You what is already Yours by the right of conquest and of Female Supremacy, and give You this my solemn and sacred oath, that
I will serve You alone (kiss boot),
that I will obey Your every command without hesitation or question (kiss boot), that i will worship only You as my Ruler and my Miss (kiss boot).
i live and breathe only through Your mercy, and the sole purpose of my existence is to suffer and serve for Your pleasure.
This is my solemn and irrevocable oath of lifelong submission, from which You alone, my Miss, can release me.
(slave turns onto his back in transverse doormat position and Miss places one boot on his manhood and one boot on his face).

Your Devoted plaything.... subedward

2 years ago. December 1, 2021 at 2:25 PM

It's been a emotional roller coaster this past week, probably why I haven't been as active here, it's been a week ago today that we lost one of our sweetest cats you could ever have unexpectedly, he was getting a simple procedure at the vets and went into cardiac arrest, then suffered a stroke, it's hard waking up without him by my side... I keep thinking of the good times with him, but still aching inside. It's not that we have  a shortage of cats lol, but he was just some darn special....💔🐈‍⬛