So please bear with me on this blog oh, I'm a newbie going through mental gymnastics, every one who is new most likely have gone thru it, I mean I am just your middle age bisexual white guy. Average , sub bottom, in the middle of the boat. So if I am doing this I imagine other people are doing it too. And everyone was new at at some point.
So I have written about patience, Action among other things. Now is the time to put them into action.
I have signed up for munch, this is what everyone says you do to learn and grow and meet new people , my issue is being that I'm a old man, though very having a young mind ,
So I have this big fear of being rejection.May be I have a low self-esteem, but rejection is the biggest thing. I have tried to get people on line to go with me but to no avail.
I am really going there to meet people, become friends, then after Friendship and
God will put some one in my life not when I'm being a big baby, impatient and self-centered. But when I am ready.
But I am still scared as poop, luckily it is outside on a patio at a bar St Petersburg Florida. So I will walk up there on my own a charming and outgoing and be Myself for better or worse.
I am sure I am going to blog about it
