My Confidant, at least that is what I call her.
I have been chatting with this person on line here for a while now 2 or 3 months, she lives in Belgium me in fl. Crazy don't you think. ?, now I know what you think. ,, ,, right , cuckoo,,
You see I am basically a sub, bottom, and she is too, it'not sexual for her, but it is for me in a different way for me,
Just a thought I'm getting a message from her or messaging her excites me so much like nothing I have experienced before. It is the intimacy that I feel with her that I have never felt anything like this in my life. I have told her stuff but I have never told anyone, strange part about it is I want to tell her, I feel a compulsion to tell her, a need to.
Now I have never seen a picture of her before, I know how old she is much younger than me, I have read short storys she has written,and put on wattpad. so she is real, right ? at least I think so. Lol,, I share so much more then she does ,which I don't mind, actually I feel guilty about, she says it ok share what you feel, so I do.
I try to get her to share more but she's somewhat reserved, which makes it all more exciting , maybe as time goes on she will.
What I feel with her somebody who I've never seen A picture of before or really know her and her real life, A intimacy that I have never felt before, it is scary and exciting, thrilling, I feels like the moment you get on a roller coaster, except consistent excitement that doesn't stop. Actually as I write and think about her I am full mast ,, even knowing that she does not feel the same way about, she has a daddy that she belongs to. which is fine by me.shes happy so i am happy
So I am going to ride this roller coaster have fun feel good and connected.
Thanks to my confident.