txslavegirl

In a perfect world

Random thoughts, desires, and fantasies

Human Microchips and Punishments

1 year ago. December 19, 2022 at 5:40 PM

What would it be like to be branded? Or microchipped? Or tattooed? For the purpose of keeping track of someone so they could not run away.

What would it be like if no matter how much someone wanted to escape they couldn't?

What would happen if you took away someone's ability to escape? Would they eventually stop trying? I want to be owned to that degree. I want to have the option of leaving taken away from me. I want to be pushed. I want to be tortured. I want to be punished. I don't necessarily want to leave but I want the option to be taken away from me. So no matter what my master dishes out I must endure. Because there is no choice in the matter.

No matter what happens not being able to escape it. Only having one option to just keep pushing through it. To never be able to leave, to be wanted, to be completely owned sounds like an absolutely lovely fantasy I would like very much.

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I like to be enveloped in pain sometimes. The comfort of the adrenaline reminds me that I'm alive. I'd like to be whipped until I have marks, or hit until I have bruises. The internal pain transforms into the external, allowing itself to be healed properly for the first time. All of the suffering, disappointment, sadness, and unworthiness I feel are physically manifested and released. I don't know if I am a bad person, but it makes me feel less like one when someone hits me. Freeing myself from myself. I know I do things wrong sometimes, I know I can be selfish or withdrawn, I know sometimes I say things that are hurtful, and I like to be punished for it. I want to try to be better, and what way to try to get better than through pain?

XoXo

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moll(other female){owned slav} - Be careful what you wish for.

1 year ago

Jack in the box -
Love your profile avatar 😏

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - I wonder why...lol

1 year ago

SirPoison - It can be had. And does exist.

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - Of course it is, but will she want it if she gets it?

1 year ago

txslavegirl - Of course, I would. But isn't that the beauty of TPE. We lose our ability to choose, giving away all of our power, so even if for a moment I didn't want it. I would have to learn to settle into it because there would be no other way and no other options. Might as well learn to love it if it's the only option there is.

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - Lose our ability to choose? What a load of crap. I've been my Master's slave for 4 years and was his submissive for 9 months prior to that and I have always retained my power to choose. I choose everyday to accept his will and accept his dominance. Becoming a slave or submissive does NOT mean a person gives up responsibility for their own actions/their own lives. Being a slave does not negate responsibility.

You seem to want to become somebody's slave because you want to give up being responsible for making your own decisions in life. Even in a M/s relationship, everybody is still responsible for making decisions and their own actions. You want to become somebody's slave so you don't have to face life at all and that is beyond sad.

You don't seem to have a realistic view on M/s relationships and you have no right to state "we" because you DO NOT speak for me and the majority of slaves in this lifestyle.

You need to stop reading fantasy books and start learning the realities of an M/s relationship.

1 year ago

Jack in the box -
I posed a similar topic with "no safe word"
I see the validity of both sides.
One must ultimately take responsibility for ones own life and well being, but there is also something to be said for the appeal of having "no choice".

1 year ago

txslavegirl - I understand your perspective. But there are different versions of M/S relationships. If my fantasies, desires, and way of thinking are not your cup of tea that is fine. But we don't have to criticize one another just because we think differently. In fact, I think that is part of what makes life so beautiful.

It sounds like you are more into consent and honestly, I am not. I prefer nonconsent sometimes, and I do not think it is sad. But I respect your opinions and appreciate you reading my blog post. Feel free to share all of your opinions, or comments. I would just appreciate it if we could communicate in a more respectful way and not put each other down.

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - Comment deleted by poster.

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - I deleted my last reply to you because I messed up and I got angry because you stated that "we lose our ability to choose." I made the decision to give up power to my Master when I accepted to be his slave and I make the decision to honor that commitment on a daily basis. It's not a loss to me. It's a win.

I also remembered that I've gotten, and get, a lot of pushback from people when I post blogs about my real life experiences and I don't like it, but it's a part of posting on social media. So I apologize for coming after you. I could have stated it better.... or at least, I could have waited until I was more calmer to reply.

1 year ago

txslavegirl - Thank you sweetheart. I understand and I did not mean to make you angry at all. I will refrain from using the word "we" with you because everyone is different and I shouldn't have assumed you would feel the same way as me. I am sorry for assuming. And really appreciate your apology, and hope we can continue to chat and share our experiences and thoughts.

I'm also sorry people are rude to you for sharing your experiences, that doesn't seem fair at all. And I would love to read about your experiences.

1 year ago

SirsBabyDoll(sub female){Pizza+☕} - I would pose the question to you if, "Wouldn't the GREATER expression of submission be HAVING a choice, and fighting against yourself to not use it?"

To *me*, what you are describing is what victims of human traffickers experience. They CANT leave, are beaten if they don't submit, are forced to endure their owners will and live a life without choice or voice.

To me, that's not mastery.

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - In fantasy, it sounds wonderful. In reality....not so much.

1 year ago

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