This two last weeks of classes are very important (exams and certifications) and difficult but at least I have 2 months to relax, right?
No.
I do have 2 months but you have no idea how bad I feel if I don’t have a schedule, a time to wake up and sleep, a daily menu, activities to do. Just order, organization and rules.
During spring break I stayed home and I felt so damn depressed with nothing to do, I feel sad and like I don’t have a purpose.
I’m looking for a place to start an internship (school related and mandatory to graduate next year) and I really want to, I love being productive and having a reason to wake up. I hope I find something.
A friend told me I should buy a coloring book and make my own schedule but I don’t know where to start or how to do it, and even, if I’m strong enough to follow my own rules lol
I’m definitely freaking out.