When you are a victim of sexual abuse, a lot of things go through your head. We all have and live a different process and it’s like our lifetime suddenly stops.
For a very long time, during my healing process (understanding it wasn’t my fault, feeling pretty again, going out without being scared), I started to do a lot of things that means a lot to me because it might be small or nothing to others but it’s huge to me.
I started to explore my sexuality when I was 17-18 but now? For the first time in my life I want to have sex. Not even date, or at least not yet but I’ll talk about that later lol.
I mean, having penetrative sex, kisses, groping, oral sex, something normal because I get not everyone likes the same stuff I do and it might be a little too much if it’s my first time and I might get overwhelmed but damn.
sex sex sex
i want it.
or maybe I don’t And I’m confused?
