When all you feel is hate towards everyone what should you do love them ? sounds easy does it not ?if it was easy life would be so much better but unfortunately when you have no love left the best thing to so is just stop .I sit day in and day out hating the world tired of fake ass idiots tired of pain and just down right fed up with it all .ive loved lost seems like lost more then the rest but thats another story I have been accused of alot in my life but not car I g was never one of them until I realized I have no more love to give the tank is empty the heart no longer feels anything remorse no anything for anyone .then I was told by someone dear to me very dear they didn't want to even talk to me anymore .Ok that's fine .instead of listening to my side of anything they jumped to conclusions .they know who they are names are not important the point is after trying and trying so many times I give up if you don't want to be in my life that is fine but remember there are two sides of a story .I have no need to lie I have no reason to hide but when you do reach back out to me do not expect me to play nice do not expect anything from me but to be ignored to be left in the dark with noone there noone to listen noone that gives two shits because after all ive gone through lifting you up .when you fall I won't catch you this time I'm gonna watch your ass thump the ground lie it dont my give a damn is busted but my go fuck your self works extremely well I am done with it all .any way I hope noone else here has to live the life I have just to have their heart emptied out .when you feel negativity drop them there it's not worth it keep your heart and soul for your self because the rest is all fucking bull shit .I use to beleave in love until I found out its just a word and nothing more
