Thinking sweet slave thoughts today . . . one more week until I see E again! How will it feel to call him Master after he snaps the collar around my neck? I started calling him Sir in our texts and phone calls just this week, after 3 months together. It was a defining moment for me, everything suddenly felt more "real."
What wonderful submissive feelings are in store for me I wonder? What delicious sexy fun will he use me for? What lovely pain and pleasure is in store?
We've discussed a lot of things that all sound attractive to me. I don't need an itinerary, I know him well enough to know that what he wants is what I want. I will relax, obey, and trust him to guide me.
Feeling my strength deep down in my need to serve him. Looking forward to being valued for my femininity and my ability to please. I love being "just a girl" when I'm with him.
I will go where he leads, and enjoy being his slave in real life for the weekend. I'm always his slave, but IRL is just MORE and is very much needed.