I have been lucky enough to experience subspace-land twice.
My first time subspacing was after an online session, where I was directed via video chat. This was not the first playtime session with my old Dom (lets call him DB, short for douchebag 😏.) This was however, the first time that I completely let go and just existed in the moment. No thinking, Just doing, following commands. I became one with the pleasure my body was receiving. I was being told how to cum, when to stop, when to cum, and how many times to cum.
Afterwards, I remember feeling drunk and giddy. I had gone to the kitchen because I was starving all of the sudden, and I kept forgetting where I was and what I was doing. Then I just became very relaxed, peaceful, and sleepy.
My second experience was the first real punishment session incorporating pain. My previous punishments included not being able to touch with myself and/or corner-time.
This too, was with DB on video chat (with DB in a whole different hemisphere, video was our only option.) I was told to lay on my stomach and to whip my back 20 times with a belt.
He asked me how that felt and I told Him that It wasn't enough so He instructed me to use the buckle end, 20 of those. This is also when I discovered I am more of a masochist than I thought I was.
After the buckle, it was 30 lashes with an electrical cord. Again, I asked for more and I was given 30 lashes with a charging cord. Which stung like hell but in the best way possible.
That time in subspace I was high as a kite. I couldn't talk or think and had this amazing all over body buzz. It was a feeling that could become very addicting. Once again the comedown turned into a sense of well being and lethargy.
Even though some of my sessions after that with DB were more intense than the above, I was not able to get there again. I am sure it would be much easier to achieve If someone else was physically there, and dishing out the pain/pleasure. When there is some anticipation that one cannot achieve if they are in control of the delivery, and knows what is to happen next.
I do so crave to be on that level again. I need to feel that release and TPE once more. It is proof that I subsist to be submissive to a Dom worthy of my submission. Wherever He may be...
