the last two days since i've joined this site i have been jus readin an readin, got a lot of tabs open, really interestin stuff. i had very lil understandin of everything, most of my info comin from the gay erotica i've read ( an those didn't really delve into the history of it all lol), an while i was joinin i tried to prepare myself that this was gonna be a predominately hetero/cis space. that's not a bad thing per say, i've seen a lot of the same people postin or commentin all over this site an so far people are lookin very open minded an acceptin, overall very kind an helpful, seen quite a few queer/LGBQTA+ people as well, but i have also seen some disconcernin stuff as well. i try not to focus on that, already have to deal with that shit in my day to day life, jus ignorin that for now an usin this time to learn an read others experiences.
outside of the fics and stories i've read this is the first time i sought out information an others in this community. i mean i was a SB for about a year in college but idk if that necessarily falls under kinky? i called some old men daddy but idk i was doin it to eat an not for my own pleasure. an i was more open bout that than i am bout this, no one knows this bout me lol
still gonna keep readin an seekin out information, i have jus been thinkin bout this for years now really but was always too scared or ashamed to really let myself explore this part of myself, livin in southern baptist usa really suppresses the shit outta ya lol but i've been more open bout a lot of things this year that i thought i would never be able to, like my sexuality an gender identify, an thats been very freein so i'm jus gonna check this out an see :)
gonna use this blog to think outloud bout what i'm learnin/seein/feelin please feel free to comment, i would love to talk to some of yall :)
but yea don't expect any poetry or deep thinkin from me lol
