To my best friend, supporter, teacher. Thank you. You showed me that I am more than my trauma. You encourage me to use my toys. You made me confident about my body. You helped me cum for the first time (and you were so proud of me). You knew how to communicate with me and turn me on. You showed me my kinks and things I want to explore. You helped me explore myself. You always knew how to cheer me up and keep my brat at bay. I would try to make you mad and you'd reply "you know I love your fiestiness princess. Now go be a good girl..." and I'd melt.
You've never been anything but honest with me. And supportive. You'd help me vet other Doms because you knew that you couldn't give what I needed and you wouldn't lead me on. You'd celebrate with me over any little success. You taught me what safe feels like. What excitement and butterflies feel like. You taught me so much and I am so grateful for you.
But now you've left me to fend for my own. I don't know if I'm ready. It's scary out here. I miss you. But I'll try to do you proud. I'll continue to grow and experience things without you and I'll be okay. You taught me that I am strong enough without you. Where ever you are and who ever you're talking to I hope she gets to experience everything you have to offer.