I can't believe it was only 6 months ago that I was on here. It feels like a lifetime ago. Friends have come and gone, experiences were had, good and bad, and life definitely likes to challenge people.
I've had more online play Doms where I tried different ways of discovering myself. I also lost those relationships but it was for the best.
I went to a dungeon!!! And I played and got a membership!!! This is something I'm really looking forward to in 2024.
I have gotten better at drawing my boundaries and sticking with them. I waiver sometimes but I'm doing better than I was before.
I'm even better at communicating my needs and emotions.
I'm also being more guarded. Aware of who I'm spending my time on and thriving on the if he won't some else will. No more begging people to hang out with me, or feel defeated when they don't follow through. Actions are going to speak louder than words this year.
This year I'm not in a rush. I'm taking it day by day and focusing on what I can control. Instead of trying to control my life and every aspect, I'm going to lay back and let life guide me.