I used to fantasize that I would meet a wonderful, handsome man who would soon be my Master. He lives and breathes getting to know me, my family and close friends. Eventually, I go to live with him bc I’ve grown so attached to him that being away from him pains me.
Our sex life is not plain and I definitely am never left wanting more. Various positions, toys, bondage and impact play keeps us busy and entertained. My love and trust for him grows more and more.
The changes start so subtly and slowly that I never even noticed the pivotal moment in which my life would never be the same. The point of no return. I loved and trusted this sweet and loving man. Why would I ever question his motives? It made sense to stay home and help him with his business. It was well within my skill set. I no longer needed my own money because he had taken control of the bills almost immediately after I moved in. I appreciated no longer having to keep up with what was due and when! He knows how much I hated shopping and going out in public that having a car of my own wasn’t really necessary. I would just use his on the few times I needed to go into town. Without going in to the office, I was able to focus on exercising and tending to our home and my wonderful Master.
When he told me how much he loved me and how he would hate to ever be without me, my heart melted!! Then the e-collar was locked on permanently around my neck and an invisible fence installed. He had it set to low and we tested out the boundaries so I knew how far I could roam without feeling the shock of the collar. It was a bit extreme for me but he showed me where the key would be kept in the event I needed to take it off so I figured it was worth it to go along if it made him happy.
Unbeknownst to me, the collar was more than just a small shock. Apparently it released a small mist with the push of a button on the remote. A remote I had no idea existed and by the time I found out, there was no way I would be able to find or use it. I only remembered feeling extremely sleepy, everything going blurry and falling asleep on the sofa.
I awoke with such a headache. I went to raise my hand to put it to my head only to find that I couldn’t! Still trying to regain focus, I realized my contacts must have somehow slipped off because I couldn’t see a thing! Literally, all was black and I could barely make out lighter parts of the room. Why couldn’t I touch my face!? I slowly start to stir and I can feel I was bound somehow. My hands and feet felt like they were concealed in gloves or socks of some sort? I wasn’t able to put my knees together or my elbows. Almost like a bar was keeping them apart?? I slowly start to feel around my surroundings and try to listen for familiar sounds but everything sounds like it’s muffled or that I’m under water. I manage to get up on all fours but when I try to stand, I cannot. Not only is there not enough slack to allow me to place one foot on the ground, but I feel a sharp buzzing pain in my neck when I tried sitting back on my heels and pull against my bound limbs. What was happening? Was I dreaming? I start to panic and begin to scream only to be stopped by the electrical shock to my neck again. Confused, I try to remember the last thing I did before feeling sleepy? The collar didn’t feel like this when we practiced the small shock by crossing the fence boundary?? I moan from the pain and surprisingly I wasn’t shocked that time? I moaned louder…still no shock. Apparently, mooing and moaning was allowed but not speaking?? My whole body starts to ache. I feel like I was put through the wringer.
The ridiculous sounds I made must’ve caught someone’s attention because next thing I know, I feel someone’s hand rubbing my buttocks. Startled, I flinch but couldn’t really go anywhere fast. I tried feeling around with my hands and take baby steps but the floor feels uneven so I stop and let the hands explore my body. Then suddenly I hear your voice loud and clear inside my head.
“I see you’re finally awake my love. It’s been a long while but the day has finally come!” You sound so excited and happy and all I feel is scared and confused! I try to talk to you but am shocked again. Tears well up in my eyes and I begin to sob. “There, there my pet, there’s no need for tears! It is your birthday after all!” My birthday?? What did he mean by that? My birthday was months away! I make a moo sound hoping you understand what I mean! “What do I mean by that you ask? Well my beautiful pet, you have been transformed into an animal for my use and entertainment, so it’s only fitting that we celebrate your rebirth!!”
My mind racing and emotions overflowing, I don’t know what to feel other than helpless and vulnerable. “I’m sure you’re wondering what’s happening. Well, you can hear me but nothing else bc of the special fitted ear bud transmitters in your ears. You probably haven’t noticed that your ears have been tagged also much like a farmer tags his livestock! Your sight has been minimized bc of the special contacts I put on you. Besides, even if you take them out, we both know you can’t see a thing without your glasses.” I start to blink rapidly and shake my head side to side to say no and that’s when I feel the plastic like tags in my ears hitting my cheeks. I also feel something on my nose. I start to sniffle and try to wipe my nose as best as I can on my arm. “Oh careful now pet, your septum ring is still healing. We don’t want that to get irritated do we?” My mind is in disbelief. What is happening? Why was he doing this? I thought he loved me!? I try even harder now to fight against my restraints, no use. I try to crawl away but after a few feet, I bump my head into something and I stumble backwards. My butt felt sore and achy. “Now that you’re my pet, I have to keep you safe. After all, if you can’t see or hear or stand up, I can’t have you roaming around all over the place can I?” He asked rhetorically. All I could do was moan and moo in protest. Such ridiculous sounds! I feel your hand on my butt and I feel sore under your touch and I let out a whimper. “Oh I know it hurts my pet but believe me, it is healing quite well! They all are healing rather quickly too!” They all are??? What did you mean by that? What have you done to me!!!??
“Your septum piercing is doing well, along with the piercings on your cunt lips. I figured I would get it all done while you were in and out over the last two months of training; four piercings each side as well as your cunt hood. Of course no animal of mine would be complete without my mark either so I had you branded on your ass and above your cunt too.”
Sobbing uncontrollably, snot coming out of my nose I cannot even fully wipe away. I felt humiliated and disgusted. I knew I was completely reliant upon you. How would I ever be able to be seen like this by anyone who knew me?? What have I done?
