When I am sick.. I don't want to be a good little slave. I don't want to submit, I don't want to be obedient.
I want to be little. I want to be taken care of. I desperately want head pats and snuggles. I want to be swallowed in a swirl of pastels and stuffies.
I want to get lost in the world of Saturday morning cartoons and blanket forts. I want to be told to take medicine and to drink water.
When I am sick, I regress. I decided that sick and an adult is too hard, so I'll wait for Master to come home and become Doctor Daddums.
God, I feel like I am dying. My head hurts and I just want to drink water, but my body won't hold anything down.
Here I wait for Daddums to get home.. so I can be little once more. Even if just for a while.
-Pandaish
