Mindspace

Master Rob - Dear Danielle, Panda,
I read your blog and it filled me with much emotion and pain. I want to say that deep down, this world is not like this, but i am afraid to even say that. I want to tell you hang in there, get a good nights rest and tomorrow will be different. But maybe it will and maybe it wont. I dont know the future. But what i do know, is that we need more people to feel emotion, to feel caring, to feel love. We need more people like you, not less. This is not ugly, this not bad, this is not all the negativisms you can write or think of. This is courage, this is love, this is caring, and this is what gets me up in the morning. I salute you and praise you.

Pandaish​(sub female){Mr Gregory} - I really...needed this comment specifically. I have always seen my immensely strong emotion as a weakness. Thank you for finding strength when I only saw weakness. It...gives me hope that maybe I am not a lost cause.

Master Rob - Of course, ur not a lost cause, we need more of you, not less. This is a unique strength that not many of us have, had, or will have. Cherish it.

Max Heathen​(other male) - I'm rather unsure on how I wish to comment on this so I'm gonna start off and just see where we go with it.
Empathetic abilities without some guidance can be overwhelming and this is apparent in the way you speak of it above. I suggest searching puppies playing, kittens, babies, bunnies and such to balance out the harshness of this world. Life is pain for most humans but there is joy and beauty all around us, if we are simply able to see it and appreciate it.
Which made me grin when I read this: "My self dismorphia"... I know what you meant, Dysmorphia, but sometimes the fates have is make mistakes or autocorrects us to something more than intended. Dismorphia is a type of Butterflies and I feel this is quite accurate. Your happy (from your past post) is flittering and lovely to watch. They are not a big bold butterfly, they are small and uniquely shaped but if you wasn't looking for them, chances are you'd overlook them or only see them in the peripheral of your vision. However they are a needful creature in the ecosystem and when you take time to really study one, you can see the real beauty in the color, patterns, shape and size. So before you decide to flutter off into the redwoods, take some time to enjoy the flowers at your disposal and realize this world may be massive, painful and scary as fuk with all its monsters. But... not that flower. When you're feeling in such a way as the time you posted this blog, find a flower and enjoy the nector. Pick through all its stems and don't worry about that monster holding it, doing the same with you. Many times we oblivious to the happiness we deliver while we are self focused so yeah... you are all your post, you're 27, and life isn't as scary or painful when we find beautiful things to stabilize all the shit that surrounds us.

Gawd I need a shower and shot of Jack after saying all that. *cringe & tries not to vomit.* To much ooshy gooshy nice shit. Blah.

Pandaish​(sub female){Mr Gregory} - Seems youre quite good at the "ooshy gooshy" yourself haha, thank you for pointing that out, the spelling and how fate bust have placed it there strategically. I didn't notice it even after editing this a few times. It really brings perspective.
So though you dislike the sentimental, thank you for reaching into the jar of cookies in effort to relate to me. Really thanks, your comments and view is really helpful and enlightening.