After many hundreds of messages, someone finally came correct on one of these fetish sites and I am going to dinner tonight! Date #7! I hope he likes me because he seems very intelligent, funny and kind. I've met one other person from another fetish site and he took me on a date as practice and told me I could make a video about it on another site. He is awesome too. Shout out to the good ones. I know you are out there and I don't show enough appreciation to you guys. Thank you.
On a contradictory note, My ex is a psychopath and he is one of my favorite go-to people for advice because he keeps it real. No shade; I'm jealous. I come off shittier than I actually am inside, while he can turn on that charm and do some crazy ass shit behind the scenes. He has achieved way more than I have in life because of this. I'm not neurotypical either but I have empathy. I just don't express it well. And he is the one who actually set me up on a couple of those other dates I mentioned earlier, and he chose pretty well. He said it took him 20 minutes of his time to find four guys, and I've been on here for half a year and have only found three. And one I found turned out to be really predatory and disappointing. So bro is doing something right that I haven't learned yet. I only ended up meeting up with one of the exes picks tho and we still talk. The guy has a regular job but also businesses like I do and he is in a busy season, so we will resume once he gets back to the States.
I'm going to wear a pretty black dress and high heels on my date. And red lipstick. That's my plan. My ex told me to not tell the guy if I think he is stupid and to pretend to be interested if he talks about dumb stuff, so I'm going to try that. That seems like pretty solid advice. He also said to call him if the guy doesn't pay because that is his role on said date. I really don't want to call my ex. that's fucking messy and stupid. But I did let the mf choose guys for me. And hell no I don't want him back, he tried that for years. And I don't tell him about my innermost thoughts and feelings, dude would manipulate the hell out of them. I'm glad he is in my life sometimes though. But I still wish I never got into a relationship with him or met him. But now that he is here, I'm learning a lot about how to move in the world.
He does not approve of me having a blog because he says it sets me up to get blackmailed, social engineered, and just to receive a lot of stupid comments and potential hurt, but he says I can post about him if I want if I don't use his name or personal details. I take people's privacy seriously. Please don't assume that I would come on here to shit talk others or air out exes or discuss anything they would not be O.K. with. Protecting people's privacy, free speech, and opposing cancel culture are the main things I'm passionate about. That and women's rights. When Drake rapped about protecting women's rights on spin bout u, it made me so happy. I'm linking the video because it's fucking hilarious. Have a great day friends, associates, and haters!