Hi there folks. I wanted to start by saying thank you to all of the people who have reached out to me; it's flattering as hell. And this time it seems a bit different from the other times I've tried to put myself out there. I'm getting a lot of honest and direct communication, and yes, there are dumb people trying to run game on me, but it's been an overall positive experience. I'm going to keep up the ad and maybe update it when I'm actually ready for a real relationship. At this point I need to keep things really casual because being open to any sort of contact still causes anxiety. I tell no lies when I say that I could easily spend the rest of my life in a weird ass relationship with myself, lol.
Several people I chatted with told me that they thought I had an attitude and/or was a bitch before they conversed irl. This is actually true and I am not offended at all. Here are some of the reasons why I'm a little spikey
1. Brooklyn born (FYI I don't condone that white guy saying the n-word and I don't see that a lot, but this is otherwise pretty accurate). And not fancy brooklyn (but not projects either not trying to front)
2. Being bullied a lot because I am autistic
3. Being a single mom who hasn't figured out a way to fit in with the married couples in my community
4. Dealing with some abuse in my past (that I've gotten over finally but it took a really long time)
5. Feeling like a 'poor' outsider since moving to the silicon valley. I have to hustle a ton to build a life for me and my kid.
6. I'm direct and not always 'nice' but I am very caring and helpful to my inner circle.
7. I'm a take lemons and make mother fucking lemonade person. I don't believe in being a victim and I am action-oriented.
8. A lot of people on this website and other websites did not come correct initially, so I felt like I had to build a bit of a wall to defend myself.
9. Fear
10. Being in wars (as a civilian)
11. Daddy issues because that motha fucka was not around to protect me when I needed him (my mom was/is a wonderful parent though and a very strong human)
I'm sure there's more, but I have to finish some data entry for my business and this awesome can of cider. If you wanna chat, hit me up. I usually keep this website up when I'm working if I'm in a somewhat chatty mood, but sometimes I also forget about the open tab and the cat steps on the laptop. Be well and thank you :)
They told me I should make a Yeezy diss
But I don't fuckin' play
I served the cr**** corn starch 'cause I don't fuck with Ye - BLP Kosher
