Feeling contemplative today but also in a weird kind of mood, lol!
Have someone who wants to talk to you all the time/all day long...
OR
Have someone who talks to you once MAYBE twice a day...
So...... I had multiple conversations with someone. They didn’t like what I had to say, but rather than communicate or talk it out they just ignored/blocked me. The silly part is that he is not a spring chicken. Come on people! This lifestyle is hard enough sometimes, then you have to go and add childish antics to it.
Good luck to you and God Bless Sir.
Ah well, better off anyway!
Oh and P.S. I am having a MARVELOUS MONDAY! I hope you all are too 💋
All of these are representations of how I see my little girl and fantasy self.
Sadly, I was mistaken in thinking that the man I chose to submit to would make me a priority in his life. He is a nice man but he has a lot going on and can’t give me what I want or need at this time. I have always been someone’s second choice and option. The good girl who is loyal and never wavering but always gets hurt because I give all of myself too quickly. I always look to the bright side and give tons of chances.
I hate those, it was too good to be true moments, because then I end up feeling foolish. It’s so hard not giving up on this lifestyle. To go back to the monotony of vanilla dating and relationships. I never feel fulfilled or satisfied, there always feels like something is missing. *SIGH*
These songs have been on repeat for me today... They are my reminders of the fact that I am stronger than I may feel, or may believe and not to give up today.
I hope everyone enjoys their day!
Stole this from someone else but had to share as well!