5 years ago. September 30, 2019 at 1:43 PM
Sadly, I was mistaken in thinking that the man I chose to submit to would make me a priority in his life. He is a nice man but he has a lot going on and can’t give me what I want or need at this time. I have always been someone’s second choice and option. The good girl who is loyal and never wavering but always gets hurt because I give all of myself too quickly. I always look to the bright side and give tons of chances.
I hate those, it was too good to be true moments, because then I end up feeling foolish. It’s so hard not giving up on this lifestyle. To go back to the monotony of vanilla dating and relationships. I never feel fulfilled or satisfied, there always feels like something is missing. *SIGH*