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5 years ago. September 30, 2019 at 1:43 PM

Sadly, I was mistaken in thinking that the man I chose to submit to would make me a priority in his life. He is a nice man but he has a lot going on and can’t give me what I want or need at this time. I have always been someone’s second choice and option. The good girl who is loyal and never wavering but always gets hurt because I give all of myself too quickly. I always look to the bright side and give tons of chances.

 

I hate those, it was too good to be true moments, because then I end up feeling foolish. It’s so hard not giving up on this lifestyle. To go back to the monotony of vanilla dating and relationships. I never feel fulfilled or satisfied, there always feels like something is missing. *SIGH*

 

ulfhednar - I know how feel put myself through deen down the same road but atleast people see you me im never a choice or an option while i am sorry you arent put as first atleast your noticed as such me im just someone who exsists when advice is needed which has become the norm for me which is great because i get to help people and toss all basic instincts out the window ofc so very few actually stick around long enough to see a side of me that is anything but fun loving and has a basic vocabulary meh hope things get better for you though poofeh wolf hugs
5 years ago
SirsSunrise​(sub female) - Sorry it’s been rough for you eldr vulf. Wishing you meet the one🙂
5 years ago
SirsSunrise​(sub female) - I hear you loud and clear. I have a real life situation that is exactly the same. He pulls me back in and I finally had to just tell him that it’s over. He gives me very little time and he doesn’t fulfill my mental and emotional needs, only the physical and even that is not often enough. Hugs!
5 years ago
ulfhednar - sits on porch sipping tea waiting for the cdcs offical annoucment on this new epidemic
5 years ago
ulfhednar - Meh i will evetually or not it is what it is
5 years ago
SSG{ENM-TLP} - Babydoll, I have been there several times in my life. During times like this, retreat to the place inside you that knows the ONE is out there and invest in her (you). Know what you want. Know that feeling/dynamic you're looking for. Be sure you communicate that to future prospects. Make a list of your own personal questions that will help you to know the answers up front, instead after a test drive. Don't ever feel foolish for trying at love. We at least meet people who care about us. As in the case of this past one for you, he cared but didn't have enough time. Perhaps wasn't completely available. One of the first questions for you should be, are you available to be in a full-time relationship? If that answer is no, then say thanks but, I'm looking for someone who is able to invest in a long-term relationship. There is someone looking just as frantically for you. When you bump into each other, you may actually be shocked who it is.
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - Thank you so much for this advice! I am putting it in my journal/repertoire of information. I am definitely going to make time for myself to heal.
5 years ago
alawey​(sub female){(OWNED BY } - Babydoll if i may add . while waiti gif you need it there is a bunch of thing s to help subs out when u dont have a dom . in a blog of mine ." part 3".
If you want to look at it
5 years ago
PlusSzdBeauty​(sub female) - THANK YOU! I will check that out 😊
5 years ago

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