4 years ago. June 5, 2020 at 12:53 PM
I wake up today in deep thought. There are so many things to be grateful for, one just being able to wake up this morning.
Then the sadness hits me. I am a super sexual and sensual woman. I need constant emotional and mental connection but also constant physical contact. I crave it so so much! So that need makes me venture out and make decisions that I tend to regret. Sleeping with a friend or an old flame just because I need to connect on a physical level then crashing into sub space after because I am kicking myself in the butt for it.
I try so hard to break this cycle but it’s not as easy as it may look on the outside, at least not until I have someone who can give me all that I want and need. One day I will find the right one! *sigh*
