Well, maybe it was because I was feeling a little bratty after being such a good girl, but I disobeyed and broke some rules yesterday. I just acted out and up a little bit.
I chose to stay up too late, drink more than my share of ciders and eat cheese puffs before bed. I may have been a little sassy, too. By doing this, I was not available for cuddles or night time blow jobs. Too much alcohol makes a slutty duck a sleepy duck, and daddy likes when I fall asleep with his cock in my mouth. It's a sweet habit we have developed and works for us. It's very relaxing and I love it.
Anyway, so I was bad. He is very busy with work today and said he would deal with me later. I was scared he was mad at me, but he assured me I am not in trouble and he still loves me the most of all, but I need a punishment. That's the rule and the game. I am kind of excited for my punishment. I wonder what it will be. I know it'll be hard. Like will it be an hour solid on the pony? Will I get some whips a little harder than usual? Will I have to something that I am not excited about, like butt stuff or some shocky play? Maybe I will have to push ups. I don't know, but I will write about it later on :)
So, I began to punish myself and to see if it pleases him. This is a new game, so I am not sure what the out come will be. He will probably be happy that I am actively playing and excited to please him and feel like a good girl again.
Here is what I have done today for my self punishments:
1. Walked up and down the monster of a hill in the woods. Seriously.. it's a monster. But the hill will build my butt and make me look even cuter in my outfits. So, I need to hill walk 1 more time today to show him I am serious about my acting out last night. Which will make it 3x up and down.
2. I Elvied myself for 10 minutes on each side twice today. My daddy has a milky fetish, and I want to be able to provide delicious hucow milk for him :)
3. Extra booby pictures sent to daddy. I took a few nature boob shots while hiking up and down that hill. Flowers were a nice touch :)
