doing it!:)

1 year ago. June 7, 2023 at 8:14 PM

Tired.

I did not get the harsh punishment I was expecting. Daddy felt I showed good faith by pushing myself to walk up the hill, elvie and whatever else I did. Sometimes in the games we play, I forget that we are just humans who have jobs, lives, chores, gardens and that humans can become exhausted. So, we decided to take a small break from the game and just be humans.

Saturday was a good day and I enjoyed having a break. I played in my garden and daddy sat outside with me. We enjoyed the sun and focused on recovering from the busy week.

Sunday was another good day. We hiked a beautiful hike, shared a tasty cider at the top of the trail and had a relaxing evening.The time off, helped me realize that I like the break but I really like my tasks and I missed them. I like the feeling of doing a good job, being a good girl, feeling successful, feeling like I have a purpose.

Monday. I gave myself tasks. I put myself on my wooden pony for half an hour. I sent pictures to my daddy while he worked. I practiced relaxing my muscles to allow myself to put all my weight on my pussy and I practiced using my inner thighs and ass to give myself a break from being crushed. It was a nice little butt work out. Next, I elvied and sent those pictures. I walked up the hill and then it was daddy's lunch break so we walked up the hill together 😄 I felt proud for giving myself tasks and completing them. And he liked it a lot, too.

Tuesday. Was a weird day. Tuesday tasks did not happen. There were many errands, though.

Wednesday. I got my task card!
-Blog * Check!
- Setup the fucking machine and use it for 15 minutes while using my elvies. Bonus for doggy style. If I am to cum, it must be recorded. *Check!
-Hill walk x2
-Abs and Arms to day. (Upper body work out)
-Work on personal art project ( pin ups, sketching, 2d animation, or 2d rigging) for 60 minutes

I am having a hard time moving past my uncomfortableness with my art and animations. I feel frustrated that they still do not come out how I imagine them. Practicing and doing the work is really the only way to improve and create something I feel good about.
So, there will be more focus on that.

Still tired. hahhaa

fluffypoppet(sub female){Protected} - There’s a concept I came across once, I think it is called a design skills gap. The artist you want to be is at the top of a hill… you work your way up and around the time you arrive you realize there’s a mountain you can scale. In that way, your skill never quite matches what you see in your head. Perhaps you’ll reach a plateau at some point and feel like your art is right where you want it to be, but new influences will come along and challenge you to develop new skill.

Remember no one else knows what the vision in your head was meant to look like. You are the only one comparing it to an impossible masterpiece. Everyone else gets to appreciate it exactly as it is and few will think to question what might have been different. Even fewer would be able to see how it could be improved.

Hopefully one day you’ll feel comfortable showing off the girls!!! ☺️☺️☺️

1 year ago

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