It amazes me the quiet calm I have finally found. I have established me. I have defined , broken down, and pulled all the lies and derision from my life , until there was nothing left , but who I am now. I am a woman who has been through so much trauma, and came out on top. I am a woman who has loved deeper than anyone ever could, and lost it all, just to find the person who was hidden in the depths despair, such a loss will always bring about. Now, I shine brighter than any sun ever could, and I love deeper than the rivers and oceans that cover the earth. I forgive easily, but I always remember. In doing so, I have learned I am most content with myself. A phoenix ever destined to rise from the ashes, in a blazing glory, to face once more, what we call life.
This is my goodbye to all of you. I have enjoyed growing and learning in all the things you have had to teach and show me. I am happy to say, I realize now I don't need anyone but myself to accomplish everything I now intend to set out and do. I am unstoppable. My mind is so unique in its ways of thinking and understanding. To live without judging others, to have the ability to take freely of what I truly need and want. Don't get me wrong, I will be around watching, reading, discovering , and still learning day to day, but you, my dearest readers, will not see or hear from me. My inbox is being shut down, I no longer have a need to find a Dom, or Doms. Time will bring me all I need. My Dad, the Master of all creation, has my back, and will continue to guide me in his own ways, as he has always done. I understand now, that I was never meant to simply help those around me grow and evolve in their own ways. Never meant to only help people see and think in ways they never have before, and now that I have achieved that level of understanding, it is time to turn and face my own journey in life. To fix the wrongs of my past, and to smooth my own roads as I continue down them.
I have no bitterness or regrets in the things I have said or done in my life. I love everything about me. I laugh in the knowledge at how far I have grown and come on this blessed journey of self discovery. I look in the mirror and I am no longer disgusted by the person who stares back at me. Instead I stare in wonder and reverence, and then I smile brightly, shut off the light, and continue on my way. There is no shame in having grown into the woman I have. The lies are gone, the walls are broken down, and for once I am as I should be. Finally. My life is changed forever , and I am one lucky girl in having reached the level of enlightenment that I have. I wish you all many blessings and hope on your own journeys. I hope that someday you achieve the level of happiness and wonder , that I have. Til we meet again my dear friends, all my love.
Moon (SomeonesSoulmate)