I found myself today after a sleepless night of soul searching.
I am more than the cum you stabbed into me from every hole that should have been filled with love instead of violence.
I am more than the lies and Deceit I placed on others to protect myself due to my lack of moral compass because of your pathetic coarseness
I am not a victim of abuse I'm not a survivor of crimes committed against me. I'm a God Damn woman.
I have the strength of a thousand man in every tear that runs down my cheek. I have the heart of a devil with the compassion stinging through my blood.
You taught me a Man was void of feeling anything for a woman. That a woman was useless to a man.
But oh how I have learned so much more.
Torture me and I will rise
Abandon me and I will find comfort in the sanity of knowing your life was pointless existing next to mine.
I am free from the lies you raped into my ears. I escaped the prison you created inside my own mind.
The scars on my body do not pale, no honey they glimmer in gold. You took every inch of me and made me a monster, I took every inch back and made myself into a beautiful woman.
The self hatred and chaos you injected into my veins to chain me down inside my head has worn off.
I will not fall to my knees and thank you for making me fight for my life.
I will not utter a word of love and thank you for teaching me that manipulation is the only way a man survives a woman.
No instead I will fall to my knees wrap my arms around my bare chest and thank myself for finally waking the fuck up
I will utter words of truth and thank myself for teaching me that love can be just as real with a man as is it for a woman.
daddy dearest you may have raised a whore, but I gave birth to a God Damn Queen
