It's 3am in the morning and I'm thinking about everyrhing I've learned thus far about the decission of embracing this amazing and exciting journey in my life - the next chapter.
Thinking back, I've always wanted and needed a strong Dominant man. Not the abusive kind. One whom can take charge in any given situation. Not that I'm a weak or desperate woman in any way. I have learned to stand on my own to feet, making things work no matter what life threw at me. Always walking with my head held high.
But even then, I have this feeling of longing and emptiness that just won't let go. Clinging on and growing stronger every day.
It's been 2 years now since I've decided that this is the lifestyle I wanted. After doing some intense soul searching, I have come to the realization that this was exactly what I've been missing all my life.
Although, I have not met my One True Dom, I will not back down on fulfilling why deepest desire which is meeting The One and giving my all to Only Him. The One who will fill this emptiness I feel inside . The one to whom I can promise to give My All.
I am thankful to all those amazing Doms/masters/Sirs I have met during the last two years being here for being truthful and honest. For understanding that I am not a toy to be played with. I have learned ao much from you.
Soon, I will meet The One who will make my knees go weak when I see there's a message from him, make my heart beat faster when I see a call and make my entire body shake when I see his eyes looking back at me. Soon my most inner desires will become reality and he will be the one whom will make me complete.
Being a submissive is something so amazing, a beautiful gift. Being appreciated without judgement, being understood without question, being loved for being YOU. That is the most amazing thing any human being can ever ask for.
To my future Master/Sir/Daddy, I am ready for our amazing journey together.
ElasticHeart