Dirty Pretty Things

Im really stepping out of my comfort zone but this has been a fantasy of mine for a long time. I've never ventured into erotic writing so gentle criticism and feedback is needed.

I knew he had a surprise in mind when he ordered me to take off my panties in the car. He had told me to wear my short black skater skirt tonight, flippy and loose and easy access. And now without my panties, I felt vulnerable as we walked across the parking lot and amongst the crowds of people. I can feel the breeze on my bare pussy as we walk. He holds my hand tightly and I feel safe as people push by us. I worry what if my skirt flips up and someone could see my pussy and ass but I still get wet and excited at the thought. We make it inside and head to the center of the room. He's so close behind me as we start to dance and grind on the dancefloor. The room is so crowded, its a crush of bodies swaying together. I love feeling his hands roam all over my body as we move to the music. I start to push my ass back against the front of his pants. Rubbing my ass on him while the throbbing beat of the music matches the throbbing of my clit as I feel his cock grow harder. He laughs and whispers in my ear that im his little slut then he pulls me firmly back against his body. He's holding me so tightly that I can barely move. He reaches under my skirt without even checking if anyone can see us . He doesn't care because im his little whore and he can use me wherever and whenever he wants. He circles my clit gently rubbing it, while holding me so tight that I can't stop him. I let out a gasp and my heart speeds up. I have shivers all over my body as he slides his fingers inside my already soaking wet pussy. I start moaning for him because it feels incredible. He chuckles in my ear knowing that I am helpless to resist him and I feel my pussy aching to be filled. He always knows what I need and he pushes his two fingers deep in my pussy. His other hand plays with my tits and he finds a hard nipple through my thin shirt. He starts twisting and pinching it painfully and my moans get louder. I can feel my juices running down my thighs. He's my soul focus now, my reason to breathe, and I no longer care if anyone's watching. He could do anything he wanted and I would happily let him. Im his. My pussy starts clenching down as he finger fucks me and he can tell from my moans that I'm close to the edge. He bites down on my neck and says "cum for me right now princess". I lose control for him and orgasm so hard that I feel faint & dizzy. He lets my skirt back down and takes his fingers to his mouth and sucks them. I shiver as we make eye contact because I can feel how great his need for me is and I want his cock inside me so badly. He growls "Mine" and then wraps his arms around me and pushes me gently towards the door. I can't wait until we get home. The night is just beginning. ♡

This past week has been a roller coaster. My emotions have really been all over the place. Normally, I feel quite calm and steady but wow am I a hot mess right now. My mind has been filled with so much new knowledge and with that has come new emotions too. I really didn't consider that my mind would be so integral to my submission but they are intimately linked. I find myself needing reassurance and approval more than I ever thought. It makes me feel vulnerable when Im used to being confident in most things. Its unexpected. Kinda wanna just be wrapped up in big strong arms, my hair stroked and kissed and taken care of today.

emotional purge

I didn't really expect it to be like this. I didn't know what to expect I guess. I feel a little like I'm swimming with the sharks and I dont know who to trust and who will save me. It's both thrilling and terrifying and turns me on. I've been in a heightened state of arousal for the past 2 days since joining here. I'm excited about the possibilities and scared to make the wrong choices. And what if I find my perfect match but he decides I'm not for him. And then there's training too. Sometimes I doubt I'm right for anyone. Ironically, I came here to submit and give up control but am now lost in the vast ocean of learning and decisions and its overwhelming me. It's a lot. I just want to stop thinking for a bit and feel. I want the shivers and butterflies and racing heart and the deep satisfaction of having someone dominate and take care of me. I guess I need to learn patience.