Life is unfair. There. I said it. We all know that feeling and have probably all been driven to the edge of our wits by seemingly random quirk in the universe that makes events conspire against us. From football teams to the love of our lives, nothing seems to go as planned, or even hoped for that matter.
I find, however, that seeing the happy pairs in here, and in day to day life, give me increasing hope for my future in this lifestyle. I am getting older, true, but I do believe that the right one for me is out there. And I, through some odd miracle of chance, might be the right one for her and we might actually meet and be able to be what we are to each other.
The vanilla world, sadly, does not see what we see in the lifestyle. That’s what drives me nearly mad. All of our variations on dynamics just cannot be comprehended by the average person on the street.
I saw a girl the other day with a very simple and elegant collar on. I smiled and kept walking. The look in her eyes told me that she picked up on the fact that I knew what it was. She smiled ever so slightly and continued on. I could see the pride in her eyes that someone recognized it for what it was. It was a brief moment of exchange that everyone else probably didn’t catch. But we did.
I long for that level of understanding with my submissive.
Thank you all for taking the time to read this
