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Brain Dump (sorta).

This here is my brain dump. In my real life, I write. A lot. I journal almost daily. However, I almost never go back and read it unless I’m looking for something specific. These entries, though, I come back to. Often. So, if it’s here, it needs to be here. I need to come back and read it.
3 months ago. Saturday, October 11, 2025 at 12:03 AM

That man is so much stronger than me. I admire, and vehemently despise Him for that. I would have been caved. I tried to cave, but He stands so strong. Where His foundation is concrete, or steel, I balance on stilts. 

 

His steadfast nature reminds me of everything that I lack, or am not good at. His unwavering commitment to Himself reminds me of my wandering spirit. For all intents and purposes, we are polarizing opposites: His wisdom, to my stupidity. His courage, to my cowardice. His honesty, to my deception. His cleanliness, to my filth. 


I owe Him peace. I owe Him silence. And He will have it. 


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