4 months ago. December 27, 2023 at 11:14 PM
I recently had someone tell me they live in (and enjoy) organized chaos. Just the thought gave me anxiety. I am SO structured in my everyday life. I am a creature of habit. I’m up at 445, I am work at 6, I leave at 4, I shower as SOON as I get home and I’m in bed by 9 and start it all over again.
”Organized chaos” is such an oxy moron. The definition of chaos is “complete disorder and confusion”
Maybe my structured life makes me less attractive as a dominant to some submissives. Maybe I’m “boring” because I don’t allow a little “organized chaos” in my life. But when something has worked for me for 10 years, it kinda sticks