The Culture that has been here all the time

Quality sex is passionate, erotic, healthy, and even healing. I have always been the kind of guy to go back into the game even when I was injured. Yet in life, I discovered there was something even better than will power, mind over matter, and being tough: Sex

If I was not feeling right, had some annoying sore muscle, in order to overcome those, making sexual love for as long as possible sets those things completely in the background. The long-term lovers in my life all knew this and may even have experienced similar results.

Bottom line? Quality sex is the best medicine, and it is not just for young people.

I have learned that almost anything in this world is possible, but I ignore the things that upset me unless I can do something to make them better. Realistically, we can only affect what is in our path, but now down to the real point of this post.

I met a woman who told me she was a sub and very kinky. She only wanted brief encounters. I want more than that, and will only entertain a brief encounter as the equivalent of an interview or screening, not a sight-unseen candidate to be my sub. Yes, I have recovered from recent emotional challenges and chose to be a dom in my self-proclaimed style. Now.

I met woman X using a website intended for adults only. We exchanged messages, and we arrived at kink compatibility topics. I always treat women in my life with respect and only ask for the same in return, but we must be erotic and open and able to talk about our sexual preferences in detail. The conversations came to this: As mentioned, she was only looking for brief encounters, but she added one interesting detail:

To arouser her and make her pussy soaking wet all I would have to do is say, "Good girl."

Her eyes. Yes, watching a sexy woman walk catches my attention, but if she has compelling eyes that offer mystery and a promise of delight, I am all in - hook, line, and sinker.

Rust belt tribute in Oils and mixed media. Not For sale

I can't change the weather, end the wars, cure the sick, or improve life on Earth. Why I can not even seem to find a girlfriend?

So I may think I have free will, but the truth is clear: I am a prisoner of my own doing and the normal circumstances of life.

Not sad, and any glimmer of depression is well controlled.

The choice is clear: Accept The Now.

My priority is to find a lover/muse asap. I suppose I am mostly a Dom, but can switch to a sub for the right woman, for the purpose of learning, and as a potential way to make the unknown woman content and happy.

Not having a loving touch is horrible. And not being able to explore my kinky side probably is worse.

Not much else to say.

I may have been quiet and even absent, but I have been working hard on resuming my artwork. Though I made my living with science and technology and some music, I always had art in my life. I have sold paintings, been in exhibitions, and gifted some of my work. Having been more of an avocation, my records of where my artwork is are sparse. I have reenergized my artistic side.

I gathered as many of my paintings as I could from storage, reviewed what I had studied, and revised my intentions. I have now included figure paintings and have a major Titian study underway (in his style and colors of his time). One project is close to being done (7 paintings): a tribute to past industrial America titled "The Rust Belt."

Upon review and watching YouTube artists, I discovered the Casein¹ medium. Somehow, I had not tried using it in the past. I am now equiped to work with the colors.

^{1 Casein artist paint is a fast-drying, aqueous, and highly durable medium that uses a milk-based protein binder. It is considered one of the oldest painting media, with a history dating back to ancient Egyptian times, and is revered for its ability to produce a matte, velvety finish. [1, 2, 3, 4]}

^{My dog also likes it when I practice guitar and sing}

This is worth my breaking my silence. My cat Sunny Day loves it when I play my guitar and sing to him LOL.

I appreciate readers and a couple of friends, but I think it is in my best interest to stop blogging and focus on meeting people in person, no matter how difficult it is for me. I better visit my guru on a mountain top for a time. pixabay photo

I did this drawing with colored pencils.