Dear Friends,
This post is very personal. For more than three years I have been the only caregiver for my wife with Alzheimer's in a town I accidentally wound up living in. I know virtually no one here and with no ability to have a social life that has not changed in two years in PA. I sought a companion online and was scammed heavily. Eventually, I was taken under the wings of a Dominatrix who has taught me about being a Master. Seems my wife of 39 years was a perfect Sub. I unknowingly a very good Dom unaware that is what the relationship was precisely. I took care of us she took care of me and we were entirely monogamous. Then she got seriously ill and my whole life is under revision.
She has a very limited ability to be what she once was and I refuse to give her up. I will take care of her for as long as possible. The cost? Not the money I squandered the money. The loss of her interactions, help, her being my lover, and my connection to any kind of social life. I can't afford to have her watched and she can't be left alone; family was the first group of people to abandon us. So what am I looking for; and hoping for?
First I am not looking for a nurse for her or a replacement for her. I am looking for a woman sub who can be these in this order: Friend, Helper, Companion, and if it goes well affectionate lover. All that will be a process that takes time (that is all I have now). If the sub becomes all that for me? I will cherish her, care for her, and LOVE her.