My thoughts and writings

So many choices, so many paths, so many people and places and things. One life. You can’t live them all.

Choose one, live by it, give it a chance. Let it be part of your journey. You cannot go back, just forward. Learn from your choices, if you can, but always keep going, and giving it your all.

The world is now about rush and instant gratification. No second chances, no working things out. Take, and go. Is this what you really want? You will be lucky to find meaning in that, to find a connection that feels. And it’s a drug, once you start, it’s very addictive.. easy to jump to a new path. Never finishing anything, just pick the fruit and eat it, but no nurturing to get the sweeter fruits.

I tasted the sweet and the sweeter. Quality wins. Happy to garden as I grow old and the world buzzes by. I still have my mind to live a thousand lifetimes ☺️

I look out the window, it’s been quite dark,

then when you least expect, a flash, a spark!

Sometimes comes fast, sometimes slow,

but when it happens, creates a warm glow.

I love that feeling, it makes me smile,

an injection of energy for a little while.

A new found friendship, or a new love,

a person that fits that moment, a glove.

But after the long night, and such a short time,

I found that new connection, not so sublime.

Disappointed and sad, I closed the door,

the spark had no fuel, it burnt no more.

Maybe in time, it will happen again,

that vital connection, that shot of cocaine.

I try not to close, to keep an open mind,

I look for a hand, from one who is kind.

Back to the room, and the comfort at home,

I am happy here really, no need to roam.