In what ways do you think you've grown in the past year?
Reflecting on the past year, I realize that growth often comes from the most unexpected places. Life is filled with challenges that can either weigh us down or motivate us to rise. This past year has been a journey of patience, communication, and deeper connections within my TPE dynamic with my Masters.
One of the most significant aspects of my growth has been in my patience. Learning to be patient, both with myself and with others, has been a profound change. Previously I would often find myself growing frustrated when things did not unfold according to my expectations. However, over this past year, I have learned to embrace the process and trust the journey. I still have bad days as well. Patience is not just about waiting. It is about how I approach those moments of waiting. I’ve worked hard to cultivate a mindset where I see challenges as opportunities rather than obstacles, and this alteration in perspective has made a world of difference in my daily interactions.
In addition to building my patience, I’ve become more adept at communicating my thoughts and feelings. I struggled with articulating what I was experiencing, often bottling it up until it became overwhelming. However, I’ve started opening up more about my issues and vulnerabilities. By sharing my experiences instead of keeping them locked away, I’ve noticed not only a shift in my emotional well being but also a strengthening of my relationships. Communication is a two way street. As I’ve learned to express myself better, I’ve created a safe space for my Masters to share their thoughts as well, fostering a deeper understanding between us.
Settling more into my TPE dynamic with my Masters has been another area of growth that I am particularly proud of. Balancing submission and personal autonomy can be challenging, but I feel like I’ve found a balance. This past year I've embraced the trust that comes with our dynamic. I’ve leaned into my role and learned to accept the power exchange with grace and confidence. There’s a beauty in surrendering to the expectations and responsibilities that come with such a relationship. I’ve noticed that my comfort level has dramatically increased over time.
I’ve actively sought to focus on the positive aspects of my relationship with my Masters instead of the negative. Naturally, any relationship, especially one built on power dynamics, can have its strains and stresses. Yet honing in on the good has transformed my outlook. When I shift my focus, my overall experience becomes much more fulfilling. I find joy in serving them and in the little things that make our relationship unique.
My commitment to proactive service has become a cornerstone of my growth this year. By stepping up and taking initiative in fulfilling their needs, I’ve developed a deeper sense of purpose. Proactive service not only strengthens our dynamic but also brings me a sense of fulfillment that is hard to articulate.
In looking back, I see that I have grown to be more patient,(even if it is just a little bit), communicative, and open, and I have embraced the beauty of my dynamic with my Masters. Each of these elements has contributed to a year filled with personal development, and I am excited to continue this journey in the years to come.
How did you grow this year?